The Fire that burns• M.press

Chapter 2-The party and disappointed thoughts (TW)

It had been a full week since Layla came to the Little New England town. It had only gone downhill. Her grades were sucking which caused her mom to get on her case and a very special someone was stuck in her mind and thoughts like a bad memory.

Now it was the week of Halloween. She ha no plans and nothing to do besides eat edibles drink and get high and drunk which was her game plan whether or not someone invited her anywhere.

It was Whensday and like any other day now she drove he self home in her 2006 Chevy mustang she named MJ (Mary Jane) when she first got it. It was loud and fast and She loved it. If soulmates we're real this car wa hers it was Her baby.

When she got to school she wa not excited to be there so she took a hit of her pen got out of car and grabbed her stuff. When she went in Abby wa the first one to great her an tak her over the MANG. "Layla hey! You got anything going on Friday for Halloween?" max asked her excitement radiateing from he.
"Ummm no besides getting high and getting drunk got nothing" max practically bounced with excitement "Well you do now Brodies boos an booze party be their at 7".
Layla noded feeling someone's eyes on her little did she know it was Press and her heard the whole conversation." I have to get to class see you around " when wave goodbye and did in fact go to her first period class which wa English it was halfway through the second quarter so they wer reading" Pride and Prejudice " they were having a debate about it at the moment and Layla was just sitting there listening" Miss Layla would you like to add your thoughts on the matter" the teacher addressed her in a sickly sweet tone." I think Elizabeth Bennett is a hard core feminists just like most women are today" but Press being Press wanted to do what Press does best an make people unhappy with him" Then why can't she keep her legs closed"
That immediately made her turn to him "She most certainly can in fact keep her legs closed. Darcy was a hypocrite to even demand Elizabeths attention thinking he was so important that he must have it, Bennett is no better then our men today who hav mommy issues an can't keep his hand to himself. He was lucky t be around her an to even be acknowledged by her " she gave a harsh glare afterwards and turned back around "and that lady's and gentlemen is the power of a good book. For your homework you shall Read chapters 24-44 and write a short summary about what you read and how it made you feel." The bell soon rung and all of the students were out

The day went fast to say the least. No scratch that THE WEEK flew and by that time it was Friday after school. Layla was trying to decide what to wear to the party clearly not liking anything on her or her ideas.
Then after about of hour she got her brilliant idea and executed it.
She went for a rugged biker look and it would make sense since she had a motorcycle in her garage just waiting to be used.

It took her about 10 minutes to get her makeup ready with a major cat wing and a smoky eyes and a maroon lip that just popped against her pale skin.   got her clothes on that including some ripped stallings a ripped band t-shirt tucked into a plaid short skirt and a leather jacket with combat boots. She finishes off the look with her hair curled and some biking braids.

She looked at herself in her full length mirror her body didn't look right. It bulged in all the wrong places but it was too late now she had to get going. She quickly grabbed her bag and headed outside to her motorcycle and when to the address.

Once she gets there she talked to a few of her new friend here and there but mainly stayed by her self drinking. Watching the crowd but that wouldn't help he in the least brown eyes met her Chocolate hazelnut ones and she felt like she was gonna puke. Here was Press getting lap dances from two girls that she could have cared less to know the names of. Worse yet it made her feel more insecure about her body. What was wrong with her why was she built like this. She excused herself to the bathroom once there she just stares at the reflection infront of her. It disgusted her. She went over to the toilet and kneeled before it.

*TRIGER WARNING PLEASE SKIP IF YOU HAVE TRIGGERS WITH EATING DISORDERS*

She contemplated before she actually did it but in the end she did. Her body shook as she forced herself to get sick the liquor and acid coming up making her gag and cough
more.
Eyes tearing up as she gagged and emptied the contents.
Why was everything this way why was this her default if it wasn't working now why would it work before.
*TW OVER*
She finished finally and cleaned her self up after flushing the toilet. Her eye makeup was ruined due to the tears so she cleaned that up the best she could and then went back out to join the party like nothing happend.

She didn't speak to press again for the rest of the night and when the party was over she went home and went to bed. She was too tired to even get undressed so she fell asleep in her costume to deal with in the morning.
And that's what she did in the morning. She dealt with it.....