forever | neymar jr

chapter 5

2 years later

Why? Why did this have to happen? Why now? I was so happy? I'm crying in my bedroom feeling like my whole world just collapsed. I don't want to talk to anyone, I don't want anybody to call, and I certainly don't need people asking if I'm ok. I just found out my parents are getting a divorce. My dad has been cheating on my mom for years. I can't believe him. He has been cheating on her with some ugly, white trash, American bitch. All those "business trips" he's gone on he's actually gone to America to be with her. She has 2 kids. The best part is, he had 2 more kids with her. I felt like my whole world was crumbling. One kid is 5 and the other is 2. He is so dead to me. I hate him. I never want to see him again. I needed to be with Ney and Rafa. If I went out, I don't think I'd ever make it there. If you know what I mean. I knew my mom would probably call Nadine anyway, so they would be here soon. My dad was already out of the house with a suitcase and on his way to the airport. My mom was currently burning his things on the backyard. The doorbell ringing brought me back to reality. I didn't move though. I stayed on my bed crying. I am a mess right now. I have sweatpants and a sweatshirt on. My eyes are red and puffy. My hair is down and wavy. There was a knock at my door. I didn't answer. I couldn't.

"Oh honey. I'm so sorry." Nadine's voice echoed in the silence of my room as she walked over to my bed sitting down.

"Why did he do this to us?" My voice a whisper.

"There are cruel people in this world. You don't deserve any of this." I sat up on my bed facing Nadine who was waiting for me to answer.

"I thought he loved us." I sobbed.

Nadine pulled me to her engulfing me into a hug.

"He loves you. Oh he loves you so much."

"Then why did he do this? Why did he just start another family?"

"He's stupid. He lost the 2 most important people in his life. He will regret it. I'm so sorry this happened. Think of how much better you'll be without him."

"Thank you." I said squeezing her tighter.

"Do you want me to send Junior and Rafa up?"

"Please." Nadine left the room and within 30 seconds Rafa jumped on my bed giving me a hug. Neymar walked in a couple seconds later closing the door behind him. He looked at me and Rafa. He walked over and sat on the bed next to us.

"I'm so sorry this happened."

"It's not your fault. I'll get over it. I have to."

"Your dads stupid." Rafa chimed in.

"Rafa!" Neymar said with a gasp.

"Well she's not wrong." I sighed then started giggling. Just a little though. I didn't want to seem like a maniac.

Rafa let go of me and went to go look at pictures on my wall. Ney gave me a hug squeezing me until I couldn't breathe.

"Neymar, I can't breathe." I said still hugging him.

"Sorry." He said looking down smiling pulling away from the hug.

"Where are our parents?" I asked.

"They're out back." Ney smiled at me.

"Ah." They were probably drinking burning my dads stuff.

Neymar pulled me into another hug. He sat against my headboard while my head was on his chest. Rafa was laying at the end of the bed. We were just sitting in silence. Sounds of cars on the road and our breathing was the only noise. Neymar was rubbing my back. One of my arms was wrapped around him and the other was holding his free hand.

"I'm gonna go get something to eat. I'm so hungry." Rafa whined. Typical Rafa. Neymar nodded and I smiled.

Rafa left and I looked up at Neymar.

"Thank you." I smiled at him.

"Anything for you." My cheeks started heating up. I looked down.

His hands picked my chin up. We stared into each others eyes. I could never get enough of those eyes. He smiled at me and I smiled back. He looked down at my lips then back at my eyes. I was looking at his lips now. We both started leaning in. My eyes closed at the same time as his. Then the most amazing thing happened. My lips were on his. This was the moment I had waited for my entire life. I felt complete. I forgot about everything bad that was happening in my life. His hand was now on my cheek and mine was on his chest. We pulled away. We both had the cheesiest smiles on our faces.

"I love you." Neymar whispered.

"I love you." I blushed back at him.

This is what I needed. This is how I'm gonna get through this.

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sorry for not updating in a couple days. what do you guys think so far. do you think they kissed and said i love you too early considering they're only 12?