F2F

Girlfriend

be·tray·al /bəˈtrā(ə)l/
noun
the action of betraying one's country, a group, or a person; treachery.
similar word:Disloyalty

                           Alana Sanai Ames

               Thursday ,October 27,2022

"How you feeling I mean it's dumb question but i just wanna ask?" Lána asked
"I've had better days" I laughed a little then a minute of silence "what is wrong with your ex solána?"i looked at her and she sat in a chair next to me looking down

"i don't know he's just fucking crazy we were together for 2 years and the first five month we were doing great but he when to club and i bet you can guess how that turned out, he told me she drugged him and promised me that it won't happen again but a month later it did i left him but he said that he would hurt whoever i get with and we argued until i gave in and started crawling back to him" she looked at me then continued again

"i tried to leave and he pressure me into sex and the time i said no he would get physical or say he will himself or someone else if i leave mel help through all of it either it being her arguing with him or saying i'm staying the night with her, and that night we met was the another time i left him thinking again i was gonna crawl back and you were gonna be a one night thing but i'm still here with you , I care about you a lot and i want to be with you but i'm scared ok i'm scared that if i love someone like that again i won't be able to leave at all i don't want to deal with that anymore i don't get hurt over and over again and i'm worried he fucking shot you what if next time is worse " her eyes start to water "i'm scared to say i love you alana" she put her hand on her eyes trying to wipe the tears but they wouldn't stop

"solána come here" i opened my arms for her and she walked over to me and i hugged her and she cried on my shoulder "i love you solána ok he lucky he got a chance to shoot me but you don't have to be scared you remember what i said at the studio?" i said i'm her ear and she shook her head yes "I got you alright i would never put you in that position but you won't be able to leave me cause we gonna get married " i said and she laughed sitting up kissing me on the lips "ewwww nasty mfs" devyn said walking in with sanji,dalia,j'waun and even melissa "what you doin here?" i asked mel "im yo girlfriends ride" she smiled "wanna be my ride" j'waun corny ass said and we all started laughing "boy bye" mel laughed but stopped feeling my body get hot and numb but ignored it

we were all talking to each other and more of j'waun flirting with mel until a nurse walked in to check on me and say when i could leave,she greeted everyone and walked to the opposite side of lána towards me and started touching my leg and i felt solána mug the nurse and squeezed my hand as the nurse mess with my leg then looked at the bandage on my stomach
"on a scale 1-10 what is your pain level right now?"the nurse asked "7.5" during the whole conversation with my girl,brother,and family i've felt like i could pass out any second but i don't want people to worry

the nurse felt my head "you're burning up" she said "i'm fine" "ok but we will get you something for that but make sure you get some rest, you should be able to go home monday or early depending on how you're doing"she smiled then left "y'all go home" i said to everyone "you gonna be good?" sanji questioned "yeah" i shook my head "alright but call me if something or just if anything wrong aight?" "alright" he got up "bye yall" him,dalia j'waun "bye bae bye sister in law byee lil sisss" j'waun said walking out and we laughed "i'll be back"mel got up behind "since dinner is off i want to ask you something" i looked at solána "hmm?" she looked at me "can you do the honor of being my girlfriend ?" i asked "ewww no" she made a disgusted face "stop playin" i rolled my eyes and she laughed "ok ok yes i'll be your girlfriend"she smiled at me "ill get gift and other stuff when I'm out of here"