02- Fuck Feelings

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Previously...

I couldn't be any happier than I am right now.

I post a TikTok on my bed. About an hour later the video already has 13k views. I get comments from Dylan, Millie, and Sadie, with many other fans telling me their proud. I'm scrolling through the comments when one meets my eye. It's from Finn. "Good job Noah! I'm happy for you!" I have this voice inside my head that's saying "He loves you back! Just kiss him already!" I brush it off and continue my day with a good mood.

3rd Person POV-

A FEW MINUTES after Noah uploaded the TikTok Finn was scrolling through and saw it. A feeling that he wasn't familiar with, had suddenly burst out of him earning a huge grin on his face. He commented still grinning, with hope that Noah might see it.

What was going on with him?

About an hour later of thinking in bed, he went over to Millie's trailer to talk about this sudden emotion wave. He knocked on the door, hearing rustling and moving things around, until the door finally opened.

Finn's POV-

"Hey Finn, sorry about that." Millie said with an embarrassed smile. "It's fine, can we talk?" I asked. "Of course, is something the matter?" She queried, not actually expecting an answer, opening the door wider for me to come in.

I walk in sitting on the small sofa. "So what's up?" Millie asks sitting next to me. "I'm not sure.." I said looking down at my feet. "Well try to explain." Millie said smiling. "I don't know, you remember Noah's TikTok?" I asked putting my face in my hands. "Yeah, is something wrong with him being gay?" She asked with an almost angry look. "No! I mean- no, it's just.. I got this weird feeling. Like relief or happiness.." I say careful with my words.

"Ohhh, I see." She said before giving me a smirk. "What?" I ask confused with the look she's giving me. "You like Noah!" She beams giving a nudge on my shoulder. "W-what!? No! He's just a friend!" I say stuttering my words. "Okay, okay! But if you two end up getting married I call maid of honor!" She said raising her hands and yelling the last part.

I feel my face getting hot. "I-I have to go back to my trailer now." I stutter getting up as I finish my sentence.

"Toodles!" She says with that dumb British accent. I roll my eyes and slam the door shut.

I'm walking to my trailer, when I bump into someone knocking them into the ground.

"Shit! Sorry, here let me help you--" I say while looking up to see Noah. I immediately turn my face when I realize it's getting hotter than before.

"Sorry, I wasn't paying attention." He said before giggling nervously. Cute.

I shake my head when I realize what I just thought to myself.

"I have to go now. Bye." I say quickly before rushing to my trailer.

Noah's POV-

That was weird. Finn's never acted like that around me. "Whatever." I say shrugging my shoulders. I walk into my trailer and plop onto my couch.

Five minutes go by before I feel my eyes starting to get heavy. I close my eyes and drift to sleep.

I was awaken from my slumber by a loud knock at my door.

"Noah! You have to ready for the panel!" I hear Millie yell to me as a shoot up from the couch in a panic.

I look around in my spare clothes and find a grey hoodie with the word 'MALIBU' printed on it. I slip the hoodie on and grab my ripped jeans and put those on as well.

I walk out the putting my air pods in and turning on some music.

I over heard Finn and Millie talking.

"You were right.." Finn said quietly.

"I'm always right!" Millie said.

"Yeah whatever." Finn said a little louder than last time.

"Oh shut up and kiss your lover already! Millie yelled.

"You wish!" Finn yelled before chuckling.
I feel a a tear fall down my check. I guess I was right too.

Finn doesn't like me... right..?

Fuck Feelings.

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[Authors Note]
This chapter was kinda sad lmao.
Anyways, have a good day/night!
Next chapter:
03-"do you think I give a shit?"
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