I Love You...But I Dont Want To

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Jonah's Outfit ⬆️

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Jonah's Outfit ⬆️

We have press today which means we get styled and all and then we talk to people with microphones. So we walk in and I'm immediately took to go put this cute outfit that they have?

They put me in this beautiful red dress and I am very thankful for my sized boobs they really fell it out! And they let me this very cute pair of black boots. Then sent to hair and make up. I'm put in the chair and I'm just playing on my phone. Texting my mom and Beth.

I see that Dom is waiting for me with Luis and there talking so after my bed head is now straightened with a bit of a wave to it and then they start with make up and after that they tell me I'm free to go so I thank them and get up. I walk over to them and Luis is just staring no doubt he's calling me a whore in his head.

We walk away and see Fergal waiting for Demi to get done with hair and make up. So I go and find Beth and she's at the catering area and stole some her fruit. And she asks "How is it going with the crush thing." I shake my head and role my eyes and say "It's not a crush. It's a thing." And now it's time for her to role her eyes at me and she says "Crushes are things hun. I mean that crush is going to grow when you guys do the story line." I nod and I hear someone clear there voice and we look and there's Dom...and Luis.

We got a group interview. Dom says side looking at Luis letting me know they heard everything. I'm going to cry. I get up and Beth hugs me and whispers "It's going to be okay." I walk a little bit behind them and Demi is catching what happens and she tells me to come next to her while Fergal is on the others side and Dom and Luis are in the back.

So Jonah how are you liking being a part of the judgement day? The interviewer asks and I say "It's great! I like it very much and it's great that even when my dad stoped talking to me I have a whole new family." And the interview asks more questions towards everyone and then it goes back to me she says "Last one! Jonah do you find anyone in the wwe attractive?" I can feel me blush and not able to answer so Demi says "That's a bit inappropriate for her to answer so we are going to go!" And she puts her arm around me and we walk away when the boys follow and I whisper "Thank you." She just nods saying "I got your back!"

We walk into the Judgment day dressing room thingy and there's tension. Lots of it I mean and I caused it. I set down and go on my phone and saved by the knock on walks my mom asking if I want to go to the catering thing and i immediately say yes and we walk out and I tell her everything and she gives me advice about it and I nod.

I walk back and there's only Dom and Demi in there and I sit next to Dom and put my head on his shoulder and I close my eyes then I get my book and start reading. I hear the door open i look up and it's Luis and Fergal gets Dom and Demi and they leave with Dom mouthing to me "Good luck!". I am still reading and it's like Deja Vu he takes the book from me and places it next to him while he sets on the bench across from me and now we are just staring at each other.

When? I ask he looks at me confused and asks "What do you mean when?" And I say "When did you start not liking me? What did I even do?" And he shakes his head and says "Well I guess we are only saying the truth" I nod yes and he continues and says "I liked you when your dad first started this whole thing but he told me not to act on it so I-" I cut him off and say "You pretended to hate me." And he nods yeas and I say "Funny my dad told me not to act on my feelings towards you." And again silent and all of sudden the conversation picks back up again and then we are yelling at one another.

I don't know why but probably because I'm way to upset I start getting teary eyed and I guess he doesn't notices and he says "I have a girlfriend. I can't even think about you likening me. I am eleven years older then you!" And I nod and I say with voice cracks throughout my sentence "I get it okay! It's done." He looks at me and his eyes soften and he says "I'm-" and I say "No! It's fine! You are right and I get it." And he says "No I shouldn't have said the girlfriend thing. Hell! I shouldn't have pretended to hate you it's awful and I didn't know what I was doing."

I get up and get my book and put it in my bag and he says "Where are you going!?" And I say "I'm going to go find my mom. I need to talk to someone who doesn't know you very well." And with that I walk out and shut the door.

Luis's POV

I don't have a girlfriend anymore I broke up with her when Jonah joined the judgement day. I fell in love with this beautiful woman who has dark hair and beautiful tan skin. And I feel like shit that I said all of that. I keep fucking up with her! I love her I'm well past the "I like you" stage.

After everything Jonah walks in to grab her stuff and everyone else says that there going to the car and to not take to long. She walks to the door but turns towards me and says "I love you...but I don't want to but I do and you obviously see me as just some kid and I-" I cut her off and I do something I probably shouldn't of and I kissed her and then we make out and she pulls away and says "You have a girlfriend!" And I shake my head no and I say "I lied." And she smiles and and I kiss her again and we go out to the car.

We drive to the arena and we all start to get ready and then we go in are dressing room area.

Jonah's POV

Jonah's Gear

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We are all just in the dressing room and we are all just doing are own thing and then we get told that we are having a back stage promo and Demi starts do push ups on the shelf almost mocking Oscar aka Rey. I cant help but laugh.

And there asked about me and Demi puts her arm around my shoulders and says "We adore her she is awesome and we are teaching her stuff and she's teaching us stuff to it's great" and then the love story comes into play and Luis says "And she is incredibly attractive." We all look at him and he says "What!? I'm just saying the truth" and I just roll my eyes and Demi shakes her head.

We go out to the ring and I have a match against Alexa Bliss? I don't know I won though. And we go in are dressing room and we all change I have on a red t shirt and sweat pants and my sneakers on then we all get in are car by the time everything is done. And they tell Demi to film a short and she tells me and Dom to fake asleep and we have a five seater this time so Fergal is driving and I'm in the middle between Dom and Luis. So Dom lays his head on the door and Demi tells me to lay my head on Luis's shoulder. So I do and she starts filming and says "The judgement day on the road! Finn driving! And lovebirds Priest and Jonah and my Dom Dom." She stops and i open my eyes and set up same with Dom. And me,Dom and Demi like to annoy Luis and Fergal with us singing at the top of are lungs.

Everyone is asleep bedsides me,Fergal and Luis and i start to read and I can see Luis staring at me and then I feel his hand on my thigh. I get sleepy and he can tell so he puts my book in my bag and put his blanket on my legs as-well as his legs and I lay my head on his shoulder and I fall asleep.

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