My Life

Beep! Beep! Beep! my alarm clock went off it was 6:30 a.m. I sluggishly got up practically dragged myself to the bathroom and hopped in the shower. When I got out I did the usual brush my teeth and got dressed. I grabbed a black polo and some dark blue skinnies and my black converses and of course the best part I had to walk to school. When I got there I saw some friends and just walked over there, I didn't just stay at that group I said hi to some other friends. The bell rang I did the usual went to some of my classes went to lunch skipped fifth hour went to one more class then skip the rest of the day. When I got home everything seemed to be ok until my mom and sister got home. My sister's name is Maxine but we all call her Max me and her are Irish twins meaning were less than a year apart. Anyways Max was angry sad and upset she was crying and punching everything she had a fit. Me , I was worried I wanted to know who did this. Before I could things got really bad she was hurting herself by punching walls then she said it, she wanted to die. After that my mom called the police and I went outside to cry and waited for them, they got there pretty fast so I showed them to the house. They put hang cuffs on her and took her to Colombia Hospital I hate that place . I hate that place because a very long time ago I wrote a story I got an A an exact 100% on and the teacher asked how I thought of it and she asked and I told her how I wanted to die but I don't remember why anymore , anyways she thought I still wanted to die so she told a counselor and sent me there a couple of days later, I forgot what happened in the office but  I do know my mom came and got me and had to take me there , me not wanting be there was a sweet little angel until I got out of there. Anyways while they were taking her we grabbed our stuff and was on our way there. I wasn't crying anymore because I don't like when people see me cry. While we were in the car I still couldn't help but wonder why this happened so  I asked my mom and she said it was because her teacher told her she wouldn't graduate. I still wanted to know more so I asked why he said that, and she said, Max never goes to her reading classes anymore and that she needed that to graduate. I didn't stop there though the next day we went to her school when e got there it was the end of the day and there weren't much people there anymore my mom went to the office and I saw an old friend who was her old crush and asked him where her desk was he bought me there and I threw everything out hoping she wrote it down in a book, I hoped pretty damn good because I found it and before fixing everything back I just opened it and started reading it, it didn't only have the answer to my question but other stuff I didn't know or expect. Some of them didn't make sense at all but I just put her stuff back ,while I was doing that I found another book with more things so I took both those books and left. On our way home I read everything over and over my mom even read it but nothing made sense so I just assumed it makes sense to her few days went by and we picked her up. Everything change from the day we bought her there until the day she came out I Was extremely confused now she hears and sees things and they gave her medicine for it. Of course I didn't say anything I just kept thinking about it. months went by and she didn't go to school but she still got to graduate , you would expect things to be good again but not at all instead she went to Colombia every month it was like monthly cycle. Every time she went the more I got confused, not just me but everyone did. Things kind of got back to normal for a while then she started my school, I always got there before her because she always went with my mom instead of me. The first couple of days were ok I introduced her to some of my friends and they all loved her until she did it , she had a fit in school when she did everyone was staring and I was next to her I felt angry, and embarrassed and kind of nervous because everyone was staring and I knew most of them, also I don't like being stared at. The school cops came for her, the first time they didn't baker act her but my mom did have to come get her and that day her counselor came too the rest of the day I didn't want to be seen but I just went to class and just sat there and try to understand but couldn't everybody kept asking me your the girl with the crazy sister right and I just thought oh that's great  first they love her and swear she's older than me now they think she's psycho. After the little episode all the deans were nice but I still didn't like deans because I know after this all blew off it would back to normal. After a couple days I saw my sis at school again while I was walking my friend to class but she didn't look right she looked ok but pissed so I just went to lunch and chilled with my best friend and I still didn't think something was right and that's when my other best friend who I walked to class texted me "meet me in the hall way I'm with your sis and I'm scared" so I rushed to the hall way and my sis was screaming and crying and punching so I told her to go to class and then took my sister to class too when we got to the hall way she kept screaming so I left her there and asked her teacher and everyone else what happened and of course no one knew, minutes went by and a dean showed up saying one of the teachers called hearing screaming, I was even more embarrassed and walked in her class while her teacher and the deans handled it or so they thought she calmed down for a few and me thinking that so didn't work I skipped my fifth hour and went to her lunch everything was great everyone looked happy she was with friends and I was with my girlfriend and some friends and she had this huge fit again as usual I called my mom and chased after her while I was explaining it. She was screaming and most the entire school were staring and she started punching the walls and teachers came out and the deans came and got her a lot of people almost got in trouble because of the commotion she made but I just explained it and left the building. The deans not allowed to touch students of course couldn't take her to the deans office so she did her own thing and tried to leave one of the deans that tried to stop her got punched I heard I didn't see but I heard it was hilarious they finally got her in the office and I went and grabbed her and my stuff and went to the office. Instead of going to class my girlfriend went with me because she didn't want to go to class and wanted to meet my mom , I actually expected her to go class since my sister scares her. Anyways mom came and they had to baker act her they called the ambulance and she refused to go with them, even though she had handcuffs( tighter this time) on her hands and feet she still didn't so they had to leave. Hours went by and my girlfriend met my mom and I still didn't go to class and I really just wanted to sleep all the drama off so I skipped the rest of the day and went home. couple hours later my mom came home she looked so stressed I felt bad that she has been leaving work every other day to get my sis. Weeks went by and Tiff was home and going to school whenever she felt like so hardly. One day I left super late with her we got to school just in time for third hour I took her half way and went my way, and soon as I sat down my phone vibrated and sneakily I viewed the message reading "your sister is cutting herself with an earring and I think she going to snap" I just wanted to leave but I didn't, I waited the hour until class was over and ran to my friend to find out where she is he told me and I ran to the police office, The police asked me to get the teacher's statement so I did and called my mom to make sure she was aware of what was happening she said yes and I went to the office to get my sister food because she was hungry and already used the money she had. This process went on for a couple of months until a couple of days before my moms birthday in November because Max was now in Sandy pines. I felt bad for my mom because its her birthday soon but I got her a great gift and said it was from both of us. Few days later we visited my sis in Sandy Pines there was a lot of kids there all for different reasons we stayed our 2 hours that were permitted and left, she wasn't doing better. Few days went by and you know the usual different reason why she does what she does mysteriously appeared, every time I hear a new reason I get mad now. She punched me last time we visited and of course I wanted to beat the shit out of her but I didn't I just stop going to  visit her. Now its Christmas and I did visit and  she also got a lot of visitors and of course she would find a way to piss me off even though I didn't want to be there anyways so I just left. I'm calmed in the car and this lady my sister calls mom comes up to me telling me I should go inside it's Christmas I for one didn't care, and she was getting on my nerves trying to tell jokes and at this point  all I wanted to do was punch her in the face, then she said my sister wanted to apologize for all the times I visit her and she said something like you look like a slut, I honestly don't care about those times because I just don't care and plus I know my sister she's going to look at me laugh and attempt to apologize that's all I thought about but she kept talking and I really wanted her to shut the hell up so I followed her back in the building and of course Max did exactly what I expected, everyone said it wasn't funny but I didn't care I wasn't surprised. The lady who made me go in the building then said hug her it's Christmas . I just wanted to snap and yell " are you freaking kidding me you stupid bitch first, you got me to come in here by annoying the living shit out of me with your annoying voice with oh it's Christmas blah blah blah and now you want me to hug her because it's Christmas do you really think I give a damn what holiday it is? but then I thought  I'm so not going to curse especially not in front of my mother she taught me way better than that and I'm definitely not embarrassing the family so  I just hugged her, while I was hugging her,  her" 2nd mom was behind her and all I was that I just want knock both there heads together and say "your a damn liar and if its a joke your playing or if your doing it for attention you need to grow the hell up like now", to my sister, then to the lady that got me out the car "you should leave me the hell alone because it's Christmas you stupid fake dumb bitch", and then just walk out but of course I controlled the rage that was growing in me and just hugged her and walked out. Months went by and things changed a lot things my sister doesn't even know about , things that are too personal to share, but anyways my sister was getting worse at first, but now she's getting better. It's march now again and I don't like march because this is around where it all started and also when my god daughter was born and killed, also my grandpa's birthday and I didn't get to meet him because he died so that sucks. Anyways in a couple of days my nana, my mom, and  I are going to pick up Maxine for 4 hours and just hang out I was actually extremely excited for this. When we got there I took lots of pictures and my sister and I sang a lot of our favorite songs. The 4 hours went by pretty fast which sucked. On our way home I wasn't trying to understand anything anymore I was just kind of thinking when is my annoying brat sister coming home yes she's annoying as hell but I miss her and her annoyingness. It's been two days since the visit and since we don't talk on the phone or really talk at all that much , I'm just here thinking what I'm going to write to her or draw her because I currently owe her a couple of pictures and a letter because of a deal. My sister is now working on a 24 hour pass so she can spend the entire day with us and I'm here just waiting for all this to pass and have her home and not think when she going to earn another pass.