"i think i love you" han(?) x reader

PART 1

(A/N: HEYYY!!! DANIELLE HEREE, please keep in mind that this is my first time writing, and that english isnt my first language. i apologize if there are any grammatical errors, and i apologize if the story is all over the place,)

(TRIGGER WARNING THIS STORY WILL HAVE MENTIONS OF BODY SHAMING AND EATING DISORDERS)

THE PAST [AUTHORS POV:]

it was christmas, your favorite holiday, there was a christmas party in your house, with all your friends and family, including your brothers best friend aswell! you were so excited to see jisung cause you were going to confess to him.

you wore your favorite dress, altough it was the tiniest bit too small and your mother constantly bodyshamed you, saying that you look like a fat whore. but you didnt care, you have asian parents they always bodyshamed eveyone

you were looking for han, hoping to talk to him in private, you found him in the kitchen talking to your brother, you decided not to go in, wanting to listen to whatever their talking about so you could avoid hearing your brother talk about his... stuff.

you overheard them talking about something, "sorry for bringing you here, sorry that you couldn't spend time with your family ji" seungmin apologizes "dont worry min, as long as your here its fine, your my bestfriend. as long as im not stuck with your fat ass ugly sister im fine" jisung chuckles.

tears welled up in your eyes, you ran away and went into your room, continuously sobbing into your pillows, hearing what your crush thought about you. you always thought that these comments would never hurt you but you never thought that your crush commenting on your looks would hurt so much

your best friend, hwang yeji followed you. asking whats wrong? "y-yeji, you're my best friend right? tell me the truth. am i really that fat and ugly..?" you sobbed, "oh honey... yes you're a little chubby but your the most beautiful girl ive ever met, if i was a guy id have  the biggest crush on you, trust me y/n, you could gain 100kg and you would still be so beautiful" she smiled  (yeji lowkey sounds fruity lmao, maybe i should try making a gl fic)

"i.. thankyou yeji, is it okay if you stay overnight? i don't want you to leave" you snorted, literally ugly crying. "ofcourse! anything for you honey"

[HANS POV; THE PAST]

seungmin looked pissed, "what the fuck did you just say?"he questioned. "calm down dude, i was just joking around" i looked down at my feet. "thats not something to joke about asshole! what if she heard you?!? dont you know how hurt she could be!" he started scolding me, "oh please there's very a low chance of that happening, plus why would she care? i thought she doesnt care what people think" i scoffed.

"still! that doesnt give you the right to insult her like that. youre lucky youre my best friends, talk shit about my sister one more time and i swear that you will not see the light of day again." he said in a monotone voice

"fine ill go up to her and check on her if she heard me or not.. please don't hate me for this" i exited the kitchen and exited the kitchen

(PART ONE IS DONE  WOOHOOO! HOPE YOU LIKED IT!!")