Hiii, it been a long time.
So. Sometimes. Idk what to say.
Ok ok.
So God, i mean all those chapters weren't address to you. But anyways.
I'm very struggling. Today at school i learnt that i have attachment issu cus i have insecure attachment.
And that true look at us.
Do I still feel sad sometimes, YES.
Do I still have to be the funny one to feel accepted,
yes....
Just be honest with me, that all I'm asking
Uhmmm
Why am i feeling so apart from you?
Aren't you the Father for the broken heart?
Why can't i see u moving in my life?
Why am i so egoist throws you?
Can't be mad at u cus there is no reason.
Every complain abt u, it's because of me.
Why did u make myself this way?
Why can't I be like everyONE.
WHY ALWAYS ME.
I had to suffer in silence
I have to sleep to forget
I have.
I still don't. Know.
U know what, everybody has their own problem so.
I just i have to deal with it.
And accepte to be rejected again. again and again
Can't u not see how that hurts me, hein. GOD.
CANT U SEE ME?????
JUST LOOK AT ME
Look at me... for once.
I'm questioning your love for me.
Do u love me ?
do God really love me as he said ?
If u rlly loved would i feel this way abt myself, wouldn't I feel pretty for real, wouldn't i feel smart, wouldn't I feel capable...
It's okay. The God, Creator of the universe, the allmighty, is letting me cry
again
in the dark
as always.
I guess I'm being honest ?
YOU ARE READING
Dear me,
Poetry(Attention des propos choquants, haineux envers moi-même. Mes pensés en transparence.) Je m'appelle Nina et je pense que j'ai besoin d'aide.
