What Are We?

Chapter 10- Friends?

Y/N POV:
I left Lee Know's room confused, he said the word friends after what we just did, it didn't feel right. My legs were sore as I made my way downstairs to get a snack, Chan and Han were sitting at the table when there heads turned to look at my limping figure down the hall and into the kitchen. "Are you ok Y/N", Han asked sounding worried. "Oh y...yeah..yeah I'm fine, just sore", I said nervously and in pain. My legs hurt so bad it was hard to stand up, I then collapsed on the kitchen floor with a loud thud. Everyone ran out of there rooms and into the kitchen, Lee Know ran to me and sat next to me on the floor rubbing my arm to comfort me, he had a very anxious look in his eyes and I could see guilt deep down in them. I stood up with Lee Know and Changbins help and they took me up to my room and left, well so I thought. Lee Know came in and looked worried, I threw him a little smile as he sat next to me and took my hand in his. "I'm sorry Y/N, did I go to hard, he asked sounding worried and guilty. I took my other hand and put it on his cheek and smiled at him, "no it's ok Lee Know, my legs were hurting before from practice yesterday, it's ok", I said making him smile. He pulled me into a hug and put his fingers in my hair to comfort me as I put my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. "So the guys don't get anymore suspicious then they are now, maybe we could turn this into a friend's with benefits kinda thing" Lee Know said nervously. I understood that he didn't want to get caught and I respected that, but my feelings for him were stronger then they ever were, but I had to push them back to make it work. "Sure, it's better then a relationship, just so we don't get in trouble", I said. He then pulled out of the hug and looked in my eyes as his sparkled more then the sky was shining with the stars. He then started to lean in and pecked my lips softly and got up to leave. My face started to turn to a light pink, before he completely walked out he flashed me a smile then went to his room. I sat there and was happy to be closer to Minho, but I also wished that he wasn't just a friend or a fuck buddy, I wanted him more then anyone else, I wanted him all to myself and I was sure of it.