I'm romanticizing this, if you don't like that leave.
You where sleeping in your room, something woke you up tho. You turned around and saw a pale man with a smile in his face, you where to tired to do anything tho so you just stared at him blankly.
"Go to sleep." the man said.
"Can you cut me?" you ask him.
"What?" he asked sounding a bit shocked, he had never had someone willingly ask him that.
You say nothing and just take out a razor blade from you cabinet, you took off your shirt revealing you in a black lacy bra and a belly button piercing with some pink puffy healed scars on your arm. You gave him the blade and held out you arm.
He cuts your arm to the bone and you moan.
"Can we cut each other like this?" you ask him.
"sure, do you just want to have sex when were done cutting each other?"
"Yes please!"
You take your razor blade and cut him to the bone on accident.
"Shit! I'm sorry"
"Now its your turn"
He cuts you to the bone back and you moan in pleasure. You guys do that for awhile until you get really really horny.
"Can we fuck now please?"
"Aw, your such a needy little girl."
WHY THE FUCK DID I WRITE THIS HY I'M I LIKE THIS I HATE MY SLEC I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH WHY AM I LIKE THIS I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS STOP STOP STOP IT PLEASE WHY DO I KEEP ON ACTING LIKE THIS IT'S TOXIC GROSS AND WEIRD WHY DO I ACT LIKE THIS I WANT TO STOP WHY CAN'T I STOP I ALWAYS GO BACK TO ACTING LIKE THIS STOP IT I'M NOT LIKE THIS I'M NOT I'M NOT I'M NOT I SWEAR I'M NOT WHY WY I WANT TO KILL MYSELF WHY I'M I LIKE THIS WHY I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP TO BE A PEDOPHILE RAPIST OR A KILLER WHY WHY WHY I WATCH GORE VIDEOS FOR FUN AND I LOOK AT CP AND MASTURBATE TO IT KNOWING DAMM WELL IT'S WRONG WHY I'M I LIKE THIS I HATE THIS WHY WHY WHY
