I Will Never Like You

I am now sheltering in a tree while writing a letter for him, for the person I love. I smiled as I wrote what I wanted to say to him. Ohm Thitiwat. The man who captivates all the women and gays where I studied. Many people like him and I am one of them. I know for myself that he will never like me because I'm just nobody here in school. No friends. My only friends are books. I stood up from my seat and shook off the sand sticking to my pants. I took my bag pack and put it on. "I hope he doesn't throw it away" I whispered to myself. Yes, I saw Ohm throwing away the letters and gifts that I put in his locker. It hurts so much every time I saw Ohm throwing away the things I give him but I still won't stop giving him letters knowing he will read them too. I opened the letter I made again and read it

Dear Ohmmy Bear,

Hello Ohmmy Bear,  I just want to say sorry if I named you Ohmmy Bear. You look like a bear because you are so huggable. I watched your final basketball match earlier, you were great there. I'm so proud of you Ohmmy Bear. Congratulations Ohmmy Bear you deserve the trophy. Smile Ohmmy Bear like this☺️ next time.

Love, 
 Your Noo

Look right, look left, look Back. Great no one followed me. I immediately ran to his locker and opened his locker. Yes, I have a key to his locker, I found it by his chair in the classroom. Ohmmy Bear and I are classmates but he is two years older than me. That's why we became classmates I was immediately promoted when I was in Grade 1.

I know it's bad to not return things to the owner, but if I return it, I might end up like others who have their gifts on the floor. I put the letter and apple juice in his locker." Advance Happy Valentines Day Ohmmy" I said smiling at his picture that was attached to his locker door. After a while, I heard some voices so I immediately closed it and hid on the side. I saw Ohmmy and his friends. He's handsome.....  it's just that his face is frowning again.

"You still have a lot of gifts, dude, even though you just throw them away," Boun said with a laugh

  "These chocolates are mine," said Coo and Prem while picking up the chocolates scattered on the floor. I saw Ohm open his locker. He frowned again when he saw the letter and the apple juice I put.

"Every day there is a letter and apple juice in your locker. Maybe he took your key from the locker," Sammy commented. I saw Ohm come over to the trash can and throw away the letter I made. My heart sank again at what I saw.

"You should have read the letter before you threw it away" said Pine rolling her eyes

"You're really bad Ohm" 

" Well, it's not my fault. If I  catch the person who got my key I'm going to make his life miserable." Ohm said angrily as he closed the door to his locker.

"And whoever wrote that, he's just wasting his time because I'll never like him"

I was depressed after hearing what Ohm said. I looked at myself now in the mirror." You heard that? he will never like you Fluke because you are nobody," I said to myself. I'm just watching myself while tears keep pouring out of my eyes.

I'm at the mall now. It's Valentine's Day tomorrow, so I wanted to give Ohm a nice gift before I stop my mania. After Valentine's, I will stop giving him letters and I will also return his key to his locker.I saw a human-sized bear holding a chick. I smiled as I held it. It's bigger than me.

"This is so cute" I whisper.