Jamie Campbell Bower Fanfic

Chapter 17

(Emilia's POV)

*Warning: Drug issues*

I'm at school and everyone is bullying me, that's why look like this because my friends look the same way as i am now and i'm a bully. I smoke and doing drugs at the same time looking for a rebound against by brothers the way i look and dating a bad boys and girls 

I'm in class and i thought is going to be boring so i ditch class with my two friends, we are outside against the bleachers smoking a joint with my friends their names are 

Sheena Scarlett

Lita Jessamine

Me, Sheena, and Lita started a punk rock band together and i'm a lead singer of our band called The Cocktail Slippers with more of our friends as well 

Petra Mara

Nika Vela

I put our band in order from our names to our Instruments

Emilia Bower:  lead singer, Guitar

Sheena Scarlett: Guitar, Vocalist

Lita Jessamine: Piano, Vocalist

Petra Mara: Drums, Vocalist

Nika Vela: Bass guitar, Vocalist

I put this band together because i want a rebound against my brothers, and i not know they will react when i will tell them or not i do not know 

I went home and i put my stuff down, Sam was in the living room off the phone with my math teacher and i know that i'm in trouble now, so i got my school stuff and went up my room, until i got grabbed by my wrist it was Sam pulling me closer to him and he is so mad at me right now 

"Emilia why do you ditch your math class like that and why are you wearing those clothes tell me Emilia" Sam said to me getting really mad at me 

"Sam listen to me please, this is why i'm wearing these clothes to get a rebound of you and Jamie and i know that i'm not walking away from Counterfeit this is me getting my own way to get off my mind on things. And i don't want any of this which is you and Jamie trying to babying me and i don't like it Sam, this is me getting mad at you. And do not talk to me, i'm going up to my room and do my homework" 

I was so mad at Sam trying to babying me and i don't want it. He is just like mom babying me, so i went to my room and started to do my home work until i hear Sam talking to Jamie downstairs talking about me  

"I got off the phone with Emilia's math teacher Jamie, she said that Emilia ditch her math class to smoke outside with her friends and Emilia is wearing those clothes she got on. And i can't deal with her right now Jamie, she is in her room doing her homework will you talk to her Jamie"

"Yes Sam i will talk to Emilia i promise"

i hear footsteps coming down my bedroom from Jamie coming this way, so i just turned my head back and continued to do my homework, until i hear a knock on my bedroom door

I watched my bedroom door open, Jamie coming in and i didn't focus on that. I was focusing on my homework and i didn't want to look at Jamie just yet

"Emilia i want to talk to you"

I just ignored Jamie talking to me, i was focusing on my homework and not pay any attention to Jamie 

"Emilia i'm talking to you, just stop ignoring me and talk to me please"

I sigh in responds 

"Jamie just listen to me for one gosh second, this is me coming out to say this and i mean it. I wanted this and you and Sam can't take away from me and i can't do this anymore, i have the rights to say this you and i can't do all of this by myself"

i ran over to my bedside table to get out my drugs crystal meth and cocaine out of my drawer

Then i opened the lids of the bottles and put it into my hand and almost take it in my mouth, but Jamie stopped me from taking them

"Emilia stop it, just stop it please just give me them and we can help you please" i hear Jamie screaming crying to make me stop what i was doing

Then Sam walked in and saw Jamie pinning me down onto him, and me trying to escape, i saw Sam taking away my crystal meth and cocaine away from me, i let go of Jamie's grip and chase Sam downstairs to the kitchen to put them up away from me, Jamie pulled me into him pinning me down. Sam walked with the syringe in his hands and he put it right into my neck, and i fell asleep on Jamie's lap

I got carried to my room for recovery from i was doing