I woke up feeling dizzy and sick, I forgot why until I looked at my wrists, dried blood everywhere. tears started forming in my eyes again not knowing why. I could hear Elton and sam downstairs laughing and having fun while I'm at my lowest, I ran to my closet we're I kept the blades and slowly started cutting..
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the pain felt amazing for some reason? so I do it again.
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I had 3 cuts on each arm now, blood was falling onto my floor and my orange and black hoodie, I felt like I couldn't breathe. I started panicking since I felt way worst than I normally did, I started to crawl on my stomache outside my door to get help, I got to my door and than felt exhausted, I thought to myself that there's no way that I could make it downstairs before passing out, I saw a glass cup that I still had in my room and threw it onto the floor so it smashed, it made a loud noise so I could attract Elton and Sam, a short while after I heard footsteps running up stairs and barging into my room, all I heard was my name being repeated multiple times, but I had no energy to talk. my vision started to go blurry and blackness started taking over.
