Best night of my life

Chapter 9 - never again... or not?

A month had passed and you and richarlison got together, even though you were still trying to get over neymar. He was in your mind every single day. It was 3 p.m. and you were just sitting on the bed and thinking about neymar and what you should do.
R: Hey love.
You didn't hear him so you didn't answer.
R: Love?
Y/n: oh yeah, sorry I was just thinking about sth... what did you want??
R: are you coming to my game tonight, against psg?
Y/n: for sure i am I haven't seen my brother playing for a while, and I kind of miss him.
R: you're so sweet, I love you
Y/n: awww, I love you too
R: anyways what were you  thinking about?
Y/n: oh, uhm, nothing you know... girls stuff
R: yeah, okay then! You better get ready, the game starts in two hours which means, we need to leave in 30-40 mins.
Y/n: I know, I'm going to get ready.
You got ready and after some time you went to the stadium. As soon as you got there you spotted kylian, and of course neymar.
WITH KYLIAN AND NEYMAR
K: I'll go greet y/n wanna come?
N: No...
K: come on neymar! It's your fault after all!
N: I know but-
K: no buts, come on, she's not over you as well, you might get together after the match
N: You really think so?
K: Yeah
They came to you.
K: Hey- *he stopped and noticed that you were wearing a Tottenham jersey*
Y/n: hey kyky, hi neymar...
N: hi...
K: y/n- what is that?
Y/n: what is what?
N: he means the Jersey
Y/n: oh you know, my boyfriend's jersey...
N: your what-
Richarlison came
R: hey babe
Y/n: hi! * you kissed*
R:hey kylian, hi ney
N: yeah hi *he looked jealous*
K: hey mate, what's up??
R: fine how about you?
K: fine! In short *he said very silently*
R: what?
K: umm nothing, let's go to the pitch, the match starts in 15 mins
R: okay!
K: come ney!
N: I wanna talk to y/n first!
K: okay see you later
They left
Y/n: so what do you want to tell me?
N: why are you doing this to me?
Y/n: what am I doing?
N: you know I still love you. Do you know how harmful this is?
Y/n: Ney let me-
N: No! I've loved you with all my heart and now this?
Y/n: Neymar, I'll be honest with you, I'm still not over you and-
N: We can very together again, then!
Y/n: let me finish!
N: I'm sorry.
Y/n: what I was saying is that I might not be over you but I can't hurt richy, and you know I need some more time to think. Oh and if you really loved me you would never, never cheat on me
N: I've told you a thousand times, IT WAS NOT MY FAULT!
Y/n: Well I cant belive you after what i heard you saying!
N: fine then! Do whatever the fuck you want, I don't give a fuck! Just if you want to be with me again tell me.
Y/n: I think it's time for you to go neymar, I hope you play well
N: thanks, bye
Y/n: bye!
The match was over and Tottenham won. Neymar couldn't play good, he was thinking about what you said to him. Kylian, richarlison and neymar came to you.
Y/n: hey kyky you did wonderful *you hugged him*
K: thanks sis!
Y/n: hey!!! *you hugged richarlison* you did great I'm so proud!
R: thanks
N: Stop saying the same things to every boyfriend you have y/n.
Y/n: excuse me?
N: you heard what I said...
Y/n: what do you mean neymar?
N: Everything is reused y/n, that's what I mean
K: man what's wrong with you
N: nothing is wrong with me. I'm totally fine * he looked at you with an angry look*
Y/n: Neymar, wtf is wrong with you?
N: Just answered that question y/n!
R: let's go babe
N: yeah take your "babe" and go, she's using you!
Y/n: wtf neymar I'm not!
N: mhm...
K: NEYMAR!
Y/n: Wtf... I don't recognise you anymore neymar...
N: whatever
They left
Y/n: I'm sorry...
R: it's not your fault, and if you're not over him, I understand.
Y/n: thank you, you're the best!
You guys kissed and went home

A few weeks had passed and you couldn't take neymar out of your mind
It was morning, and you were sleeping.
You woke up but richarlison was still sleeping. You opened your camera roll and you went through all the photos of you and neymar until you heard richarlison waking up and turned off your phone.
Y/n: good morning
R: good morning, are you in a hurry?
Y/n: no, why are you asking?
R: you seem like you are that's all!
Y/n: okay!
R: is something wrong?
Y/n: no...
R: okay... *he took his phone and went through Instagram* Babe... I want you to stay calm.
Y/n: what, why, what happened??
R: Neymar...
You got a call from Kylian
K: hey sis
Y/n: hey kylian, what's wrong, you seem worried.
K: Neymar got into a car accident.
Y/n: WHAT?
K: Yes, he's at the hospital...
Y/n: I'm coming, see you there
You hung up
Y/n: oh no, no, no *you started to cry*
R: hey everything is going to be alright, don't worry
Y/n: not that easy *you were still crying*
You got ready and rushed to the hospital. Kylian was already there and he was waiting for you. As soon as you saw him, you hugged him.
K: everything is going tk be just fine, don't worry sis
Y/n: I'm really trying to kyky, it's not that easy... do you know how all this happened?
K: he was driving home, crying, because he was sad about what you and he said to each other, he didn't see a car coming and crashed
Y/n: No, no ,no it's all my fault, I swear if anything happens to him I will never get over it... I'll be guilty for what I said for the rest of my life...
K: Hey calm down! * he hugged you when a doctor came*
D: hey, is this y/n mbappe? Neymar's gf?
R: Not exact-
Y/n: Yes, I mean his ex but yes. What happened?
D: hopefully his fine, you can see him if you want to. He's in the room 234
Y/n: thank you, thank you so much.
You went to the room and knocked on the door.
N: come in!
You opened the door but didn't go inside the room.
Y/n: hey...
N: oh, hi!
Y/n: can I come in?
N: yeah sure
Y/n: how do you feel?
N: I don't really know...
You sat quiet for some seconds
Y/n: look neymar I'm sorry! Sometimes, I say things I regret later, but you made me very angry the other day.
N: No y/n, I'm sorry. I am just really jealous, of richarlison, something that I shouldn't do.
Y/n: why are you jealous? What does he has that you don't ?
N: You
Y/n: what?
N: he has you y/n.
You didn't know what to say and you just stared at him
N: what sounds so weird to you? I mean you know I still like you and I know that deep inside you, you still do too.
Y/n: Neymar i-
The doctor came in
D: Mrs mbappe, you need to leave
Y/n: oh okay... * you looked at neymar*
N: bye y/n
Y/n: bye neymar...
You left
R: what took you so long
Y/n: um nothing let's just go.
R: okay, bye kylian!
Y/n: bye kyky see ya
K: bye guys!
After that talk, everything changed. You started to have stronger feelings for neymar again. You didn't know what to do anymore...