Why does my dady cry ?? [one shot]

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This is dedicated to my beloved daddy , bestfriend , boyfriend , shoulders to cry on, and my the best  teddy bear to hug with . whose willing to take the risk for us , i love you dad!

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"Mahirap magpigil ng luha lalo na kung mismo ang puso mo gusto ng umiyak '"

                                                                                   -unknown

 Minsan sa buhay mararanasan nating umiyak , masaktan at madapa ..........

minsan kailangan mag-sacrifice , lalo na kung nag-iisa nalang yun at mahalaga yun sayo............

mahirap mabuhay lalo na kapag kalaban mo ang mundo ............ 

mahirap lumaban , kapag sariling mong laman at dugo ang kaaway mo ....

"If you want GOD to be your EVERYTHING  then make him more important than ANYTHING "

                                                                 -Don Moen 

 minsan nakita kong umiiyak ang papa ko habang kausap ang mama ko , hagulgol sya sa pag-iyak ganun din ang mama ko . i was too young that time when i saw my daddy cry , Daddy's girl kase ako sabi nga ng iba hindi daw kame mapag-hiwalay ni papa kase as in close talaga kame . 

 kinabukasan ng madaling araw nagising ako sa ingay ng cabinet dahil sa pagsara at pagbukas nito , marahan kong idinilat ang mga mata ko at nakita ko ang mama ko na nag-iimpake ng mga gamit nya , in state of shock while my mom was packing her things she was CRYING .

the she fixed her eyes on  me , and she quickly enveloped her arms around my neck and kiss my forehead .

"anak saglit lang may trabaho *sob* kase si mama sa ibang *sniff* bansa so take care of your daddy ah princess?"

"opo" yan nalang ang nasagot ko ewan ko ba! i was flooded with so many emotions and i was too inosent with the earhthly things like that .

YEARS FAST BY im still waiting for my mom , and she never show herself until i grew up like her like a lovely girl . 

all those years that i've waste to wait for my mom , i didn't notice i wasn't giving any attention to my dad who was there for me since my mom left us . 

every night i saw my dad crying ....... 

i was 13 years old at that time , then lumapit at sakanya at tinanong sya .

"pa bakit ka po umiiyak?" i ask him inosently 

"wala to anak napuhing lang si papa" then i go back to sleep . 

Im already 15 years old 

i saw my dad crying again ....

and his whispering 

"God pagalingin niyo po ako alangalang sa mga anak ko --- asdfghjkl " masyado ng mahina yung sumunod niyang sinabe kaya hindi ko na narinig .

pagallingin ?? bakit si papa may sakit ?? oh comm'on ! wala na nanay ko baka mawala din yung papa ko ?? are you kidding me God ? this isn't happen right ?

1 month since my dad was admitted to the hospital ... 

then dumating yung tita ko to shoulder the expenses for my father's medication 

OO gumaling sya ,

 pero akala niyo ok na ??

years fast by ...............

i am 20 years old . i ask my dad why does mom didn't return 

i was shock to know that kaya pala di na bumalik si mama kase 

Patay na sya ..... 

si mama ? 

patay?

kaya di bumalik ?

"ma , bakit favorite mo dito ? tska bakit favorite mo tingnan yung pag-rise nung araw ? "

"kase anak dun ko nakikita kung gano ako kamahal ni God na HE still givin' me breathe and also a second chance "

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3:30pm

nakatulog pala ako..

habang umiiyak ? hayy ! watta dream ..

*sob* *sob*

binuksan ko yung door kase parang may umiiyak ..

"ate di ko mapigilan sarili ko sasabog na ata ako sa sobrang sama ng loob , buti sana kung sila nasabak dun eh ! kaso hindi eh ako ! mukha ko yung nandun ! pano ba naman kase ako lalarga eh wala akong pera ? nag-try akong magtrabaho kaso sabi nila wag kase makakasama daw sakin un . tapos ano kame ngayon ng mga anak ko ? hindi ko naman ginustong magkasakit eh! ang problema lang bakit kaylangan nilang isumbat ang mga tinulong nila ? masaya naman kame ng mga anak ko kahit wala kameng pagkaen eh! " 

then pagkarinig ko nun , umalis nalang ako with a big question mark sa mukha ko ..

WHY DOES MY DAD CRY ???

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