daughters of a kingpin

chapter 38 kings daughters

Karmas P.O.V

I woke up at 7 i had this therepy session or watever at 8:20 i dont wanna go but they think it will help i comb through my hair as i look through the mirror derek said he would go but he had dj and they looked so cute while they were sleep i put on yoga pants and a shirt i added black forces and my over the shoulder purse i pack some carmax and a few snacks it was a 2 hour session and i know i would get hungry lotion etc i kiss dereks lips and dj's fourhead when i turn around my arm was grabbed

"Were u goin baby" derek mumbled with his eyes closed

"To my therapy session ill be back" i say and smile as he opens his eyes

"My bad ma i forgot all about it u want me to get up and g-"

"No your fine alright take care of my baby i love yall" i say to him he nods

"We love u too" he says i give him another kiss and kiss dj cheeck he flips them on there side going back to sleep i go in sammys room and kiss they little freaky asses and go into rockys room i pinch him then kiss his cheeck and kiss lyrikkels i walk downstairs and get the keys to the white bmw i slide in feeling wierd im not with anyone i cruise down the streets of florida i pull up to starbucks drive threw and order i get it then cruise down to the office of my therapist i get there get my drink and purse the building was white or off whitish that said dr. Edwards on the door derek insisted it be a girl more like told me i walked in and to the receptionist

"Hello welcome to dr. Edwards office how may i help u" she asked

"Um yes hi i have an appointment at 8:20 with dr. Edwards" i say to the lady she nods her head types in the computer

"Dr. Edwards"

"Yes"

"Your 8:20 is here"

"Ok send her back" she told me were to go and i followed cup and keys in hand i walk in

"Shut the door please" she says i do so

"U can take a seat anywhere u feel comfortable" i nod my head taking a seat on a couch that was long i pull my short legs up to my chest playing with my knees

"Alright as u know im dr. Edwards and im gonna ask u questions try to be as honest as u can and tell me as much as u can so i can help u" i nod my head

"Tell me about u or perhaps your family" she says folding her legs

"Umm ok i have 2 sisters lyric and lyrikkel a dad and mom that love me and a boyfriend that loves me along with 2 brothers" i say keeping shit simple

"Ok and perhaps about the guy that sexually asaulted u" i nod my head squeezing my hands together

"I didnt know him but for one day and that day he put his hands on me and i snapped earlier we bumped in to each other and thats the first time i ever saw him" i say looking down

"Ok and how do u feel after the situation" she asks

"I guess i feel alright im not as confident as i was, and scared when my boyfriend touches me in i guess a sexual way i feel like umm how can i put this i wanted to save myself for him" i say pulling my eyes up to her she nods and writes and look back up

"And how did u feel during the assault" she asks

"I felt gone i felt worthless and i wanted to lay there and die when he finished i didnt want anyone to find me but i also wish they found me earlier so i wouldnt have to go through this i felt weak maam and i hate that feeling but i couldnt push a damn near grown man off me who put all his wieght on me and held my arms down" i say
Tears drip down dropping on my knees