We Can We Will (Completed)

Chapter 14: Next To You

A/n: So!! I'm just going to fast forward after 6 mouths from tour and the boys are back in London so here it guys!! tell me what ya think so this is a chapter with the side ships or whatever there's only on cute Larry moment so forgive me but I promise next chapter will be about LARRY!!  :D  

Sarah's POV:  

It's been SIX MONTHS!!! since I last spoke to Zayn. He calls but I never answer, he texts but I never answer. I couldn't't talk to him, it hurts too much. To see how hurt he was when I yelled at him, when I said those horrible things to him, then basically kick him out. It hurt me even more when I didn't say goodbye to him.

I cried every night since he left all I had was his sweater that smelled just like him I cuddle with it every night. The boys would call and I would answer, just to tell them I was fine. They would tell me how much they miss me, especially Zayn and how sometimes they would hear him cry at night, yelling out my name. Which broke my heart to a million pieces, I missed Zayn so much.

I lost it when Mike came back, he hasn't return which I'm happy about because I couldn't't bare to see Zayn dead or killed and it'll be all my fault that I didn't protect him. The fans would hate me forever not that they already do (well some of them). Zayn was no he's is my everything, he made me feel loved , he made me feel safe, he made me feel beautiful. I loved being with him, but things have change and I'm a broken glass because I would see him out with girls in clubs or at dinners. The media pick up on our break up and I don't even know how, or why but sometimes the paparazzi would stand outside my house just to ask me questions about me and Zayn, but I would just pass through them and not say anything. 

"Hey girl!!" Eleanor said happily coming into my house, she was also dating Liam which is kinda awkward if you ask me because they don't seem to fit together, but hey that's their relationship not mine because I ruin mine.   

"Hey" I said not amused. I just wanted to be alone in my lonely thoughts, but having company isn't bad I kind of need Eleanor. She actually knows what happen to me with Mike after she look at my bruises and demand that I tell her the truth. So I gave in and told her, I begged her to not to tell Zayn she said okay if only I agreed to tell the police about Mike. So that's what I did and I'm glad he's lock up, that way he wouldn't hurt Zayn or get anywhere near him.   

"You know, the boys are back" She said looking at me, She look at me for some kind of reaction but I'm really good at my emotions so I look at her and simply said, 

"I know"  

"C'mon, you know you want to see Zayn!!" She said smiling and it was true I did want to see Zayn, but did Zayn feel the same? Does he even want to see me after what I did to him? 

"Yeah, I do but I don't think he would want to see me" I said looking down as the tears started to kick up but I was trying to hold them back. 

"You can't possibly say that!! You know he still loves you!!" She said I look up to her as she gave me sympathetic eyes  

"I doubt it" I said bringing my knees up to my chest.  

"Well, Laim just texted me saying they going out to dinner said I could invite you, if of course you want to come" She said looking up a me from her phone. 

"I don't know, I don't want to go see Zayn. I can't face him not yet, not after the way I treated him" I said this time the tears falling. Eleanor move closer to me as she held me and my tears started to pool down. 

"Zayn's not going to be there, Liam said he just going to his flat" She said softly while playing with my black hair. 

"I don't know El......." I said trailing off as I pull out of her grip to look at her she had on her pouting face, she knows I hate pouting faces I give in so easily especially if there from Zayn....ugh stop it Sarah he doesn't want you anymore.