"Jimin you should tell him about it, before it's too late." Taehyung nearly shouted at his best friend as he saw Jimin looked down at his lap. "Maybe he will accept-" Taehyung words cuts of when Jimin threw him a glare.
"Maybe Tae, it's a 'Maybe' and I will not beg in front of anyone." Jimin said as his lips woobled. "I am happy the way I am." Jimin said standing up from couch as he took his bag to leave.
"Are you really happy Jimin?" Taehyung said looking at the boy who pressed his lips tightly in a thin line as he didn't said anything. Taehyung knew he hits the right nerve. "Don't you miss him anymore?" Jimin sobs as he walked towards the door but Taehyung gripped his wrist. "What will you tell Joon woo when he asks about his other parent, will you ignore him too?" Another question and it's enough for Jimin to lose his control.
A slap sound ecohed in the living room and Jimin gasped backing away after realising what he just did. "I-I am s-sorry T-Tae... I am s-sorry." Jimin said as he ran away from Taehyung's house.
Jimin cried his heart out hugging his knees, as he remembered those moments with his friend- ex friend. An ex- friend whom with he crossed all the limits and found out about his new feelings, but before he can control himself his heart slipped from his hand. It's been 5 years, but it's still hurt, his heart pained when he remembered those beautiful memories he has with his friend. Everything was so beautiful till they both got trapped in the Intoxication of desire for eachother and everything ended in a snap. Jimin blamed himself for letting it happen, after suffering for a month in sickness he got news about being pregnant, he cried more, his other Friends told him that they will be with him no matter what, some told him to get rid of the fetus because he has his all life ahead and it's not time to raise a baby but to find a better future for himself, But Jimin heart pained thinking about to kill the innocent life which is growing inside him, he doesn't have the courage to kill it, so he did what his heart screamed, it's his heart's fault, it's all his fault, after that night the other man never contacted him, even when they got invitation of group meetings breaking his heart more the man successfully avoided him. It's been 5 years since he cut off every contact with each other, Jimin wasn't a person who would go and beg for it, he was the one who ignored him first right? Sometimes when Jimin looks at his 5 years old son he thought maybe he should try to contact him but his ego always comes in the way. He wants to give Joon woo all the happiness but he also knows it's not possible, Joon woo soon will ask about his other parent and for that he isn't ready.
Jimin's breath hitched as he saw a wedding card on the coffee table. His heart beat accelerated as his gaze fell on the groom's name.
'Jeon Jungkook'
He didn't have the courage to look at it, so he threw it away and collapsed on the cold floor.
Taehyung is right. 'He is too late, isn't he?'
"Papa." Hearing the soft voice, he sat up from the floor and wiped his cheeks and nose, he knew his son will caught him after looking at his messy condition but still.
"I am here baby." He cursed himself, hearing his own hoarse voice.
The toddler padded towards him with his small legs and stood infront of him. "Papa, what happen?" Joon woo asked placing his chubby hands on Jimin's Both cheeks, Jimin sniffles looking at his son.
"I am sorry baby." Jimin mumbled as he saw Joon woo's sleepy eyes. His son is just woke up.
"Why papa is sorry?" A pout formed on his face as Joon woo asked innocently looking at his father.
Jimin kissed the child, he never regretted having him like they used to say. He is blessed. He didn't wanted to miss the man of his child but his child is the reasons which made him Miss the man more. He is fully gone after the man. His doe eyes, his pointed nose, his thin cloudy lips. Nothing is from Jimin. It's not fair.
"Papa is sorry because, Papa is being bad Papa." Jimin said as more tears slipped from his eyes when his son wiped his tears.
"But, Papa is not bad, Papa is best." Joon woo said confidentially while looking at his father with his big doe eyes which Jimin loves so much, these doe eyes always remind him of certain someone.
"Papa is bad, do you know Papa is hiding something." Jimin blurted out before he could control his tongue as he saw now Joon woo is looking at him curiously.
"Does Papa is playing hide and seek?" Joon woo asked looking at his father who shooked his head making Joon frown.
"Papa is hiding something from someone." Before Jimin could control his tongue these words slipped from his mouth as he bit his tongue.
"What is Papa hiding, is papa became a thief?" Joon gasped as he asked.
Jimin chuckled as he pulled Joon woo on his lap. "No baby... Umm, Papa is hiding a precious diamond from the other owner of the gem." Jimin said as he kissed Joon woo's both cheeks.
Joon kissed his father's cheeks back and looked at him. "Papa you should tell that someone about the precious diamond." Joon woo said and Jimin's eyes widened and heart thumped hearing Joon woo. "Hiding is a bad thing, when my kate hid my favourite car I used to cry a lot. What if that someone is also crying?" Joon woo said with sad expressions.
Jimin frowned. This kid isn't even met him and he is already taking his side.
"But he don't know that I have his precious diamond." Jimin mumbled as he pouted.
"Still hiding is a bad thing." Joon woo said caressing his father's cheeks, Jimin smiled at his son's behaviour.
"But what if he got angry when I told him that I hid a precious diamond from him?." Jimin asked biting his lips.
"What if he got happy after knowing about his precious diamond?" Joon said as he shook his head. "Papa Hungry." Joon woo whines as Jimin heard the kids stomach grumble.
Jimin picked him up as he walked towards the kitchen while tickling his son, thinking about how he is going to approach Joon woo's other father.
What if he didn't accept him? What if he hates him even more?
To be Continued.
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