((WARNING IF YOU ARE GONNA READ THIS THERE MIGHT BE SOME TRIGGERS FOR PEOPLE SO DONT JUDGE THIS IS MY LIFE AND MY PERSONALITY, IF U DONT LIKE IT DONT PUT RUDE COMMENTS))
Hey guys I just wanted to tell a little about me, a lot of you aren't reading this cus you want to see the story. I see things and hear things that others don't and am not incontrole at times / schizophrenia. I have not been tested but I will be sometime so hope that goes ok! and I have a slight personality problem. I don't have any real friends in real life. Only on the internet. I love bands like: blood on the dance floor, bring me the horizon, black veil brides, ghost town, three days grace, twenty one pilots and many more. I have a some what sociopathic mind and many people say I need help for that or are scared of me. I'm not popular at school everyone in my grade doesn't care about me / I am invisible. My dad is just an asshole that thinks I'm evil/Satan and blames everything on me, my sister and mom. My parents think I'm going to become a killer when I grow up...cuz of how I think.
I've been left behind, lied to, used and bullied. I have done harmful things to my self that I am not proud of. I don't get attached to people because I have lost all trust to everyone. No that does not mean I HATE you it just means that I don't like getting attached cuz everyone leaves in the end. Let's see.....I'm 14. My real name is Maranda. I live in Michigan.
And I just want to say to the person that's reading this. Yes you! If you are going through anything either it's you having a hard time controlling you mental state, or if your getting bullied at school, or family problems or anything that's making you sad. I want you to remember that you are beautiful. And if you might be cutting or self harming don't do that! Yes I know I should be saying that to myself to, which I am! I'm never doing anything stupid like that. Cuz I'm not just gonna sit here and pretend like hurting a perfectly good body is ok- BECAUSE IT NOT! you are loved by many
I never knew this story would get this so many views. Let alone 1k, now I'm at 18k. I really just wanted to take the time to appreciate all my readers and followers because you mean so much to me! Before wattpad I wanted to be a director/photographer. And now I have one more possible career and that's to be a writer. So if I don't become a writer. So if I'm not good enough to be one. Well at least I tried and had fun doing it. You don't know how much you mean to me! I wake up everyday just hoping to get more nice comments. Cuz those comments get me through my day. That I know that someone cares and thinks I'm good at something for once in my life. It makes me feel that I'm worth something. Thank you so much for your support
If you need any help or just wanna talk to me here is my social media:
Kik: skeletonred55
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Stay beautiful my luvs~