decent new chapter guys, wrote this without wearing my glasses and being a little tired so please ignore mistakes, thanks.
it's a cute little chapther and i csme up with the idea while i was at my internship (have it for this week, hella boring, happy that it's my last day there tomorrow and that i have school again next week)
anyways, enjoy
Roomates. that's what everyone thought you are. but what if you both arent and have to keep it a secret because of your company?
it's very hard when you fall for one of your bandmates. Especially since you both have strict dating rules. it's something you never wanted to happen, but couldn't help it. you fell for her, and she fell for you.
you both live together for over 6 years.
same dorm room, seeing each other every day, spending almost every day together, being with your groupmates, having deep conversations and so much more made you just falling for her more and more over the past years.
you felt like it was one sided, but Lisa was falling for you too. she tried to hide it but it was hard. the way she looks at you, the way she smiles when you enter the room. it's a surprise that the girls havent noticed yet. They all think you both are just best friends. Which you still are. but you are also girlfriends for over 7 months now. 7 months of keeping it a secret from you friends, who you count as you family already, 7 months of fighting the urge to make it public 'on accident', 7 months of kissing in secret. Everything was driving you crazy. keeping it a secret was amazing in some ways, but when you have to keep it from your Friends, it's hard because you just always want to kiss Lisa. It's not like you don't do any things a couple would do, but you did it from the start on so the girls probably never notice a change of feelings. Like the cuddling, the fidgeting with Lisas hands you always do when you feel anxious, you laying your head on her lap while she plays with your hair. There are so many things she does for these 6 years because you got close immediatly.
there was this bond between you two form the start. in the trainee days you already were close, but when you had your debut, you got even closer.
Same with the other Girls, but not as much as with Lisa.
right now you are sitting on the Couch, watching a movie when you cuddled up to her after finishing the food. "this food was amazing" you said, taking her hand in yours to fidgit with her fingers out of boredom because the movie was boring. "yes it was. we should get tskeout more often" Lisa said and smiled at the sight of you. You head on her Shoulder, your hand on hers, you wearing her hoodie and some shorts. Everything was just perfect and she smiled at you like she fell for you right in this moment when she really fell for you over 3 or 4 years ago. She was in love with you for a long Time before you got together and you still wonder how she could keep her feelings a secret for so long.
a few minutes ago you where fidgeting with Lisas fingers out of boredom and now you are sitting in her lap, making out with her.
it started with a short and sweet kiss when she suddenly licked over your bottom lip, pulling you onto her lap. The kiss got steamy.
Her hands snake around your waist, pulling you close to her. Your hand are in her short black hair, slightly pulling on it, making her smile into the Kiss. "i love you so much" you say into the kiss, feeling her smile even more. her hands snake under the hoodie you are wearing to carress your back a little. She knows you love it when she does that. "i love you too baby" she whispered against your Lips.
You were so caught up in the Make-out session that you didn't noticed that your Sister, Jennie, and the other two girls are standing inside of your dorm. They stood there in shock, especially your sister. "AS IF?" Rose just said. "and they were roommates" is what Jisoo said with a laugh. Jennie standing there to shocked with the situation.
When you heard Rosé, you pulled away immediatly, looking at your friends, and sister, blushing while Lisa just sat there, being cool with it. You hide your face in Lisas shoulder.
"Y/N can i talk to you?" Jennie said and you looked at her. Her face was serious. You got nervous and climed down off of lisas lap, looking at her with a smile. You heard her, Rosé and Jisoo talking about it when you and Jennie went into the Kitchen to talk in silence.
"how long?" Jennie asked. looking at you, waiting for an answer. "7 months..." you said shyly, being nervous and worried. "already? why havent you told me Y/N? you know you can trust me. I won't judge, i see that she makes you happy. it's amazing. she has an effect on you since trainee days. i'm happy that you like each other, but why did you keep it a secret for so long?" she asked, pulling you in for a hug. She saw how nervous you were. "because we are scared that it'll get leaked on accident, like, what will the company say? they have strict dating rules. we just don't want to get forced to break up or anything" you said, looking at Jennie. "hey, we will be carefull okay? we won't leak your relationship. you can be yourself around us. just don't Kiss when you guys are outside. Holding hands or hugging is what you do for years, there's probably nothing in peoples mind. and if yes, let them be until the company knows about it and you guys can make it official. i know it's hard. but now lets go back to the girls" she said, huggung you tightly for a moment before you went back to your girlffiend and best friends.
you cuddled up to Lisas side, interlocking your hands while you lay your head on her shoulder, sharing a few kisses here and there while you talk about your days and more random shit.
you were grateful for your friends being so chill with you and Lisa dating each other. You smiled to yourself, knowing you don't have to hide it infront of your friends anymore.
