Fear vs love (sakusa x reader)

Ch. 2

Sakusa POV:

When I got to class I had a lot on my mind. My head was throbbing. I walked in the door. "Uh.." the unfamiliar voice made me panic a bit, so many new germs. "...Ah, Sakusa. Good morning." I looked up to find a substitute teacher at the desk. I went to go sit down, shuffling my feet as I walked. I pulled out my Lysol spray and sprayed off my seat and around it.
I slumped in my seat and sighed.
I heard a creaking noise. Huh.. is that the door?
My stomach flipped every which way when I saw l/n walk through the door.

Your POV:

After you had your little encounter with Sakusa earlier this morning you had to go to the nearest convenience store to calm down. You check your phone and look at the time. Shit I'm gonna be late... You feel a rush of adrenaline though your body. Your hips ache and your coochie opens and closes in a throbbing state. You are definitely feeling really hot right now. The hell... gah what did he do to me? Your legs feel slightly wet in between them. The pain goes away after that though. However you still rush to the bathroom in the back of the store. As you pull your tights down and sit on the toilet you see a string of whiteish, clear, slimy substance. At first you thought it was just vaginal discharge which wasn't that uncommon but when you look closer you see it's a bit more sticky and not as clear. Is that- oh no... this is getting out of hand.

Time skip

You slowly open the door to your classroom. It creaks. You try to sneak in the room but get stopped by a sub teacher. "You're late. By like 45 minutes." "Yes ma'am...I'm very sorry" you bow slightly. "Sit down" you nod.
You sigh and head to your seat in front of Sakusa.

Sakusa POV:

She walked down to the seat in in front of me. Hmmm.... He hummed. She dropped her pencil. "Shit.." she mumbles. As she bends over to pick up her pencil I can't help but stare. That-that ass...

Time skip
After school

Your POV:

You decide to watch the boys practice for their big game next week. Definitely not going just to admire a certain curly haired cutie.
You head to the gymnasium.
You hear the squeaking of volleyball shoes and balls bouncing off the floor. You peak your head in the door and the oh-so-familiar sent of a court comforts you. You sigh and close your eyes for a moment and take it all in.
You hear people talking so you hide behind the gym door. They leave the door open and didn't see you. You let out a sigh of relief.
You slide down the back of the door and plop down.

"Hey you!" You look up. "Yeah you."
"Hm?" You try to remain clam. You have no idea who that was. Y/n breathe, breathe, your fine...
"Um" the boy looks down at you.
"You gonna get up?" He laughs
"I'm fine right here thanks"
"Uh-huh" he rolls his eyes.
"Pfft- get from out behind the door"
"Fine fine"
He gets a better look at you once you stand up.
"So. Who did you say you were again?"
"I didn't" you say matter-a-factly.
"God, you're so annoying!" He huffs.
"Heh I'm f/n l/n nice to meet you" you tell him.  "And you?"
He looks at you. "You don't know who I am?" He seems shocked. I wonder why. Is he popular or something?
"I'm Tsukasa Iizuna, the captain of the volleyball team. I'm a setter."
"Oh cool" it takes you a second but then "WAIT WHA?" You stumble backwards. "Damn people don't usually react like this.." "even the fan girls.." he muttered the last part.
"I'm so sorry I was- I- I was definitely- um well..wasntnotspyingonyourteamandsniffingthefreshnewwaxcoattheyputonthecourtandidefinitelywasnt-"
"Stop just stop" he cuts you off. "So you were watching the boys practice? Cool."
You're quiet now
"Why don't you just come inside the gym instead of trying to hide out here and failing miserably?" He says stifling his laughter.
Yes please it's getting cold out here and there's heating inside. I could try to play too... well the team is super good but I'm not too bad-wait no...hmm.. I wanna accept... oh shit wait, he's here.
"Um thanks but no thanks." You smile softly. "I appreciate the offer"
"Then you should probably be heading home shouldn't you? It's too cold for a fragile little girl like you to be out here in the cold weather with the only coat you have is the school uniform sweater."
"Yeah I guess you have a point there.." you start walking away.
"Start bringing a sweatshirt or something... I'm not gonna tell anyone about this by the way." He calls after you.
"Right, bye"

~time skip~

Tsukasa POV:

After practice Sakusa came up to me.
"Fix your set. The last one was too high."
He's always been a bit blunt and a jerk but he was acting a little bit more aggravated today.
Eh it's nothing