Jaden Walton x y/n

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TW/ drugs,selfharm,alcohol

Few days later y/n got depressed and couldn't focus on school as much

After y/n cached up there was a new student called Jess

My teacher told me to show him the campus

So I did. They also told me to tutor him because he's behind

I'm going to tutor him on sunday and today it's Thursday

I didn't go to school because I still felt depressed and I couldn't get out of my bed

On Friday I went to school and Jaden came up to me

"Y/n?"
"What Jaden?"
"Uh your tutoring Jess right?"
"Yes so"
"You should be careful"
"Why?"
"Because he's an aggressive bitch"
"Okay Jaden you can go know"
"Yea Jaden you can go know"said josh behing Jaden and looking down at me with a smirk
"Im-"
"Jess" I cut in knowing his name
"And you are?"
"y/n I'm going to be your tutor"
"Okay cool.
"..."
"So I'm I going to your place?"
"Yes Sunday 4:30 okay?"
"Yes ma'am"
"And I'll give you my number so I can text you my address"
I ask for his phone and while I'm typing my number he looks at me and smiles. I look up and with the hand I was holding his phone I pressed it on his chest and pushed him a little
"Thanks, bye ace"
"Bye"

On Saturday I suddenly hear the door bell I thought for i minute "is it Sunday already?" I open the door and I see Jess.
"Uh what do you want it's not even Sunday"
"Yea I know I just missed you and I was wondering if we could study today and tomorrow we could chill if your down?"
"Um no" I try to close the door but he holds the door with his hands.
"Come on just let me in its cold outside "
"Fine 20 minutes"
"Thanks ace"

We went to my room. And sat on my bed. I ask him

"Did you bring anything to learn?"
"Um no"
"Then why did you come?"
"Because I felt like it"
"Oh my bad you 'felt' like coming over"
"Why do you hate me y/n?"
"Where's this coming from?"
"Answer the question"
"I dont hate you i just- no get out come back tomorrow with your books "
"But y/n-"
"I don't care Jess"

Next day

"Hey y/n"
"Hi come in"
"I brought my books"
"Good, are you hungry do you want water or something?"
"I'm good thanks"
"Okay come"i brought him up in my room
"Now what"
"What books did you bring?"
"Geometry"
"Okay"

After a few hours of 'learning' Jess says
"I'm bored let's go get ice cream or something"
"It's 9pm"
"So?"
"Jess you weren't even learning"
"Yes I was i listened"
"Um no you didn't"
"Yes I did"
"Okay then you won't mind me asking a question, right?"
"Um no I won't"
"What does a square look like"*random question btw*
"It looks like a square"
"No"
"Y/n please let's just go get something- I promise I'll study afterwards"
"I don't believe you"
"But y/n"
"When are you going home?"
"What if I just sleep over?"
"Uumm I don't think that's the best idea"
"I know it's the greatest idea"
"I mean it'll only be just us at home so-fine"
"Thanks ace"
"Okay but we're not going anywhere let's study okay? And we have food at home if you're hungry"
"Fair enough"

After a few hours of studying we stop and Jess learned a lot

"Okay I'm really tired"jess said
"Okay we can stop"
"Can we watch a movie??"
"Okay sure"
"What do you want to watch?"
"*the movie you want to watch*"
"Cool lets watch that"

We start watching the movie you picked out

Suddenly I wake up in jesses arm's and I hear him say my name softly

"Y/n y/n are you awake"he says lightly
"Yea um im sorry-"I say for sleeping on his arm
"It's okay you don't have to apologise"
"Are you thirsty or something"
"No I-I have to tell you something"
"Okay sure tell me"
"Your the first person im telling this because it's like a really big secret "
"How come you want to tell me?"
"I don't know you just look trustworthy"
"Oh okay so?"
"Um so- oh and please don't tell anybody okay?"
"Okay sure"
"So umm I do dru-drugs"
"Oh wow I-I don't know what to say"
"You don't have to I just had to tell you"
"Okay but why, are you okay?"
"I don't know it feels good but I'm okay"
"And what do you do I mean what drug?"
"Alcohol, weed, cocain"
"Okay well I drink too"
"Oh"
"Okay know that you told a secret it's my turn okay?"
"But y/n you don't have to tell me if you don't want to"
"I want to... I- I cut myself"
"Y/n what no where don't why are you doing that?!"
"I just do it on my thighs I don't know why it's just that I don't feel beautiful"
"Y/n shut the fuck up your beautiful you don't have to be insecure about anything okay?"
"Jess you don't get it"
"I know I don't but I want to be here for you. Come here" he says and raps me in his arms

I know Jess is a kind person deep down he just hides it

After holding me in his arms I say
"But Jess please don't tell anyone okay I trust you with all my heart"
"I know and I appreciate you telling me your secret is safe with me" he smiles and starts touching me thighs
"Does it hurt" he asks and looks me in the eye really closely
"No it doesn't " I say inches away from each other

He gently holds my chin and kisses me