Today was the last
The last time you made me smile
That you had that power
The last time you made me cry
In the dusk of hours
The last time I'd let you lie
Directly to my face
The last time I'd say goodnight
Knowing all my efforts go to waste
The last time I let you pull me back in
For it all to repeat again
The last time you had a chance
To finally choose right
The last time you could learn
From your many mistakes
But after all I could never change
The selfish way you think
So now I choose myself
To preserve my own emotions
And tomorrow will be a first
Of owing you no devotion