This is the very beginning, long before the big bang. There was just darkness. Black Matter was the only thing there was(now nobody yet still till this day has the slightest clue what dark matter is), now within this black matter is microscopic sinapes that flow inn a perfect pattern, so perfectly that they flow together without one crossing one another. The more of these little sinapes flow together, they start to duplicate and sincernize a new perfect pattern continusly. Something was going to awaken once those sinapes duplicated themselfs so many times, one will eventually cross one another.
These sinapes duplicated themselfs inn even pairs and, at one moment of duplication of a pair there was a 3rd sinapes made. This sinapes was concidered an odd ball, so it was kicked out of the sincernized patteren. Now this may have happened before, but there wasn't as many sinapes flowing like there is, while the 3rd sinapes is getting knocked out of patteren, it ends up crossing another pair of sinapes. When the sinapes crossed each other, the odd ball sinapes siezed, as the pair of sinapes completley disinagrated. The pattern was compermized as there now was only one odd ball sinapes instead of a pair of two.
As the odd ball sinapes is still siezed, all of the pairs of sinapes had no more perfect flow, witch now they can no longer duplicate, each pair of sinapes ever made, at that same moment they all had went striaght for the odd ball sinapes full speed and, had calided into it. The impact of all the pairs of sinapes caliding with each other created so much force inn one spot , that was occupied by the siezed odd ball sinapes, then at that moment the siezed sinapes colapes inn on itself creating a thin layer that perfectly incubates the first thought. Thus was the first thought ever to exsist and, the birth of darknessess awareness its self. "what am i?, who am i?, How am I?"
Darkness thought his first thought, then he thought again and agiain. His first thought was a question as well as the second and third, now darkness thinking his first thought, questioning his exsistance created enough cerosiday to ask again, and of course again. Darkness cant see nor hear or feel, as darkness has no physical vessel thats intuned to senses. His vessel is dark matter. Within this dark matter was a thought that, questioned its self to the point of evolving, manufesting, Unlocking things that have an affect no matter if your physical or not. Sending out vibratons, with his thoughts and, eventually remembering them again eons later, that triggered intesense emotions of all types running through darknessess thoughts, at that moment of remembering, he now can remember his thoughts by triggering other memories of his thoughts.
Darkness came to a point where he thought every thought there is to think and, for the first time darkness didnt think a question. He simply thought of giggling to a side remark darkness thought to himself eons ago. Darkness of course didnt giggle nor did he know what that thought was called, but he still thought, "i've been around every void of darkness inn this space occupied by my growing thoughts for eons and, still is even now, and I still continue my journey to every answer to every question I ever thought. Thus dark space is running out of room for darknesses thoughts, let alone room for him to remember the answers to his thoughts.
Darkness feared that he wasnt going to be able to think anymore if he got to big, so he started thinking of a solution to not only saving the exsistance of all his thoughts but, to also remeber all of the answers to his thoughts as well. Darkness was you can say "MAD" like mentally inn this spicific thought process. With the combianation of that and everything else that was casted out and evloved to point of self manufisation and, then rembemered over and over again for eons and eons.