I Want (Carl Grimes x OC)

No Sanctuary

"Take off your belt and sharpen the metal." Rick says taking his belt off. I unbuckle my belt and find the buckle. Michonne walks over and takes it off of the belt. I unzip my sweater and throw it in the corner of the train. I wish I had my bag with me.

She grabs the buckle and drags it against the floor. I don't like that noise. She finishes the belt and gives it to me. "Hold it like this." She says placing the buckle in between her fingers. I grab it and hold it the way she shows me. She gives me the leather and wraps it around my hand.

Everyone was talking about if people were alive. "Alright. Got four of them pricks coming our way." Daryl says. "You all know what to do. Go for their eyes first, then their throats." Rick says getting into position. I stand up with Carl and wait for them to open the door. "Put your backs to the walls at either end of the car. NOW!" The man yells.

Rick looks at us and we all nod. There's footsteps on the roof, we look up and it opens. Something drops down. "MOVE!" The ginger man yells out. I get grabbed and slammed down on the floor. A big explosion goes off and my ears start to ring. I try to get up and there's a weight on top of me. I start to cough. Everyone does. People are getting taken out.

Once the smoke clears out the door shuts. I get pulled up by Carl and look around. Glenn, Rick, Daryl, and Bob are missing. I get pulled into a hug and tears fall into my shirt. "I thought you died. I saw you get shot at and never seen you come back." Maggie says sobbing into my shirt.

"I'm alive. I'm alive." I tell her. She steps back and looks at me. "Who the hell did this?" She says. "The people who shot the prison up, and people in the woods." I say looking at her. She hugs me again. She lets go of me and I walk over to Carl. "She's not here." Carl tells me. Judith. I hug him. "She's not here. She's dead Amara." Carl says crying into my shoulder.

"We don't know that. She could be with someone." I tell him. "Someone who'll kill her." He says crying. I can't do much but hug him. He lets go of the hug and leans back on the wall. Gunshots go off and we stand up. The train starts to shake and an explosion goes off. Me and Carl fall to the ground and get picked up.

"What the hell was that?" Someone shouts out. Me, Maggie, and Carl stay to the back of the cart. The new people up front are arguing with each other. "Hey. My dads gonna be back. They all are." He tells them. "They are. And we need to get ready to fight our way out with them when they do." Maggie tells them.

Walkers. I look at Carl, he looks back at me and grabs the belt weapon. There's gunfire outside and we stay to the back of the train. The gunfire stays and we start to find anything that could help us out. These dicks could've gave me my knife still. I rub the buckle on the ground to get it sharp.

"What's the cure Eugene?" Sasha asks the scientist. Eugene, mullet man. Abraham, ginger guy. Pigtails and short hair. "It's classified." Eugene tells her. Michonne rolls her eyes. "We don't know what's gonna happen." Michonne tells him. "You leave him be." Abraham tells her.

I don't know you. But to me, sounds like total bullshit. You're hanging around a guy with a mullet, people with mullets are liars. I'm however old I am and I know that by now. Dumbasses. I feel Carl look at me and I laugh. "We need to keep working." Maggie says to us. "Yeah but it's time to hear it. Cause we don't know what's coming next." Sasha says looking at Eugene.

"What's next is we get out of this." The short hair lady says. "Even if I told you all, even if I provided step-by-step instructions complete with illustrations and a well-composed FAQ and I went red-ring, the cure would still die with me." Eugene says. I look at Carl. "What the hell did he smoke?" Carl asks me. I laugh at him.

First of all, we have no clue what you're saying. Second of all, you're walking around with a mullet. Third of all, if you could somehow get the cure there what makes you think scientists are gonna be alive. Dumbasses.

"You don't owe us anything. Not yet. But we just wanna hear it." Sasha tells him. "You don't have to." The lady with the pigtails says. Eugene stands up and looks at us. "I was part of a 10 person team at the Human Genome Project to weaponize diseases to fight weaponized diseases." Eugene tells us. What the hell did you just say? I hear Carl laugh and he looks at me.

"Pathogenic microorganisms with pathogenic microorganisms. Fire with fire. Interdepartmental drinks were had, relationships made, information shared. I am keenly aware of all the details behind fail-safe delivery systems to kill every living person on this planet." I look at Carl and he looks just as confused as me.

"I believe sign a little tweaking on the terminals in DC we can flip the script. Take out every last dead one of them. Fire with fire." Eugene says. Everyone looks more confused then when he started. What the hell are you talking about mullet man.

"What did he just tell us? I'm very confused here." Carl asks me. "I have no clue, but it sounded very... interesting?" I say unsure. I stand back at the train car, when footsteps come to the door. The door opens and we jump up. It's Rick. "COME ON! FIGHT TO THE FENCE!" He shouts at us. We all run to the fence and I step on something and fall.

I get up and look at the tracks covered in blood. I run to catch up with Carl. Michonnes stabbing walkers while me and Carl push them away. "HERE!" Carl shouts to Michonne. The walkers pushing against me and Carls holding it off. It gets stabbed through the head and we run to the fence.

We hop over the fence and run to where Rick left the bags. He starts to dig up the bags and I grab my bag and look inside. Everything's still here. I take a breath of relief. I grab for the bag and take a gun. They're talking about Terminus. I don't pay much attention to it until the branches on the floor snap and we all look up. It's Carol.

Daryl runs up to her and gives her a hug. We all walk to her and hug her. She grabs me and Rick asks her if she did that. She nods her head. "You have to come with me. All of you." She says walking away. We walk up the hill to a cabin. Tyreese is standing on it with and baby. Judith.

Rick and Carl drop everything and run to her. I watch as Sasha reunited with her brother and I walk over to Glenn. He gives me a hug and we stand there. The tears sting my cheeks more than ever but I say nothing. I stay around Carl and Glenn. Glenn looks at me. "What happened to you." He says touching my cheeks lightly.

"The people at the prison. And the people in the woods." I say trying to block out the memory of that night. We end up on train tracks again. We cut into the woods. Carls holding Judith and I stay near them. Dad. If you were here, I think everything would've been okay.

A/N: EPISODE ONE DONE working on the next couple of chapters today