Hour glass

It was You

It was him, it was always him from the moment I met him I knew something was special

Maybe it was the way his hair fell just above his eyes or his blueish Grey eyes I use to get lost in

Maybe it was his personality or the way he made me feel special

Maybe it was the way he talked to me or the way his hand felt in mine

Maybe it was how safe I felt in his arms, Maybe it's how he always made everything better

Maybe it was his laugh so full of joy

Maybe it's the way he hid his face when he smiled and blushed

Maybe it's how he pulled his sweatshirt over his mouth to hide his smile

Maybe it's how when I thought of my future all I thought about was him

Maybe it's how the thought of living without him made me sick

Maybe it's the way he said my name

Maybe it's the way I smiled when he called me nicknames

Maybe it's the way he listened and never made me feel less than

Maybe it was him as a person, a beautiful amazing person

Maybe it's the memories I thought of when we talked

How after we hugged under the sunset I knew everything would be okay

The way I felt after he first held my hand, how happy I got and I just couldn't stop smiling

The way he made me feel when I completely shut down, the way I felt in his arms safe and protected

How happy I was after walking around all morning and just talking

The way I loved holding his hand, even when we had to stop

I still remember how hyper and happy I was was after our first hug

I sat in the car and was crying I was so happy

Maybe it's the memory of lying on the floor of an empty classroom, just looking at him filled my heart with joy

Maybe it's the way he hugged me and told me everything would be okay

Maybe it's how happy I got when he took that leaf out of my hair, I still don't know why but it meant so much

Maybe it's how we sat under a tree and just talked

Maybe it's how he he doesn't hurt me but goes out of his way to protect me

Maybe it's the memory of sitting on the swing just talking

Maybe it's the way I got excited to go to school just so I can see him

Maybe it's his voice, how it never failed to make me smile

Maybe it's the way he could change my whole mood and make me happier than ever

I had never been that happy before, and I knew the minute he walked into my life he'd be someone special

I never wanted to let go

Maybe it's the way I would catch myself randomly smiling and I would realize I was thinking of him

Maybe it's the way I completely zoned out, just looking at his eyes

Maybe it's how happy I got when I saw him wearing my scrunchies

Or just how happy I got when I saw him in general

Everything about him never failed to make me smile

Maybe it's how every love song I listened to reminded me of him

Maybe it's how I loved being with him and wanted to be with him forever

Maybe it's how I wanted him to be my future, I never wanted to let go

Maybe it's so much more

It could've been his smile, his laugh, it could've been anything, but I knew whatever made me fall so hard, I just felt so blessed by God to be able to have called him mine