Law of Love

14

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This is supposed to be a Valentine's gift for all of you but I got so busy and I just postpone the update. So ngayon ko lang na-ipost.

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"What are you doing here?"

"I should be the one asking you. Why are you here? And why Sab is with you?"sunod-sunod na tanong ko sa kanya.

Umuulan nga pala. Ngayon ko lang nasabi. Anyways they look like they are fighting kasi the way hawakan ni Kiron si Sab mafe-feel mo yung tension. How I wish sana hindi sila maghiwalay. Although hindi naman matalim ang tingginan nilang dalawa.

"Saan ba kayo galing?"tanong ko pagkabigay ko ng pagkain sa kanila.

"We came from La Union. May pinuntahan kami doon. Ikaw? Anong ginagawa mo rito?"Kiron asked.

"Pahinga? Vacation?"hindi siguradong sagot ko sa kanya.

"Bakit ka magba-bakasyon? Hindi pa sem break. Kakasimula pa nga lang ng third year mo e!"saad niya.

"Pake mo! Atsaka kala mo naman hindi din nag bakasyon?"saad ko.

"Hindi."prenteng sagot niya.

"Weh? Mamatay?"tanong ko.

"Tsk. Ok na. We had a quick vacation sa elyu kanina. Babalik din kami tomorrow morning sa Manila. Ikaw? Kailan ka uuwi?"

"Sa Sunday morning pa. I'll stay here for the mean time. Stress kasi ako lately."

"Dahil ba kay Matt?"tanong ni Sab na nagpatahimik at nagpahinto ng diwa ko.

I was sitting in front of the two of them kaya naman alam ko na nakikita nila ang reaksiyon ko ngayon. Nakalimutan ko atang magkaibigan silang dalawa ni Matt and Kiron had an interaction with Matt too.

"I heard hindi na kayo nagkikita. You are both distant with each other. The last time we saw you with him was Lana's birthday. After that, we heard nothing."saad niya.

"According to your friends, madalas ka daw wala sa sarili. Kapag naman kinakausap ka daw nila kung okay ka lang, ang tanging sasabihin mo ay okay ka lang kahit halata naman na hindi ka okay."dag-dag ni Kiron.

"Si Matt naman. Katulad mo, hindi namin maka-usap. Given naman na busy siya pero to the na nakakausap at nakakasama namin siya kapag kasama, is an achievement for us. Kasi hindi naman katulad dati na kailangan pa namin siya pilitin para sumama. Sa ngayon, kusa na siyang suma-sama."saad ni Sab.

"Anong nangyari? Kung ayaw mo magkwento okay lang naman. Hindi kita pipilin. But we are here... I am here...para makinig."Sab said.

I had doubts on telling them my reasons. All of my reasons. Why I am distancing myself from Matt.Pero kapag hindi ko naman sinabi, maiipon lang siya dito sa puso ko. Hanggang sa bumigat at sumabog na ako.

"I try to...distant myself from him, kasi hindi na ako maka-ahon. Lunod na lunod na ako kaya hindi ko na kayang umahon. Masakit isipin na yung taong mahal mo hindi ka kayang mahalin. Na kahit nahulog ka na, hindi ka niya kayang saluhin."panimula ko.

Alam ko maling desisyon na sinabi ko to lalo na kaharap ko si Kiron.Alam ko naman na mapagkakatiwalaan si Kiron pero hindi ako kampante to the fact na magkaibigan si Kiron at Matt. They went to the same High school. That was Matt who told me how he know my cousin.

"Sige, Kai. Take Sab to the vacant room. And you can went to the other guest room too. I'll take rest. See you both, tomorrow."I smiled bitterly.

I walked out of the living room and went to my room. I closed the door and lie to it. Heto na naman ako. Iisipin ko na naman ito. Tung lahat ng to. Hindi ko alam pero masakit para sa akin ang lahat. Mahirap magmahal. Totoo yan. Kasi, in love, you have to sacrifice, wait,  get hurt, be happy, you have to be in depth and alot of things you will experience.