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WARNING - MENTION OF BODY ISSUES/ED.






MUST LOOK BEAUTIFUL.

Jungkook stared at himself in the mirror as he applied hand cream on his hands first then put a headband on to get the small hairs away from his forehead.

It is currently 6am and his class doesn't start until 9am. But his skincare routine takes almost an hour and getting ready takes about thirty minutes or so.

So he applied face cream on his face and gently spread it all over his face and applied more on his nose as he notice blackheads.

He soon put on a sheet mask and set the timer for twenty minutes, as he waited he looks for what outfits he should wear.

"This is decent." Jungkook muttered as he got out a black jumper and got out black joggers.

He was debating on jeans, but that draw attention. He does not want attention.

Twenty minutes as gone by as he pulled the mask off and dap his face to put on a nose mask. Then waited five minutes.

He looked at his nails and notice chipping. He huffed and got a light minty colour. He may not like attention, but he loves pastel colours for his nails.

He grabbed the nail polish remover as his phone beeped.

Time to take off the nose mask. He slowly peeled it off and looked at it. Lots of blackheads came off. He applied some cream to add moisture to his nose.

He then put on his nail polish and put on some 80's classic. Such as ‘True Colours’ by Cyndi Lauper. He put it on a low volume so he doesn't wake up Noori.

As he waits for his nails to dry, he eyes his makeup and decide what kind he wants to wear.

He grabbed the eyeliner and mascara. He then eyes the eyeshadow.

Why not.

He then realise that one nail was dry and got smudged.

“Ah shit.” He cursed feeling absolutely pissed about himself.

Well done idiot

Always have to mess things up.

Jungkook felt like crying, he didn't know why. Might be the cruel words in his head....no he is just overly sensitive, yeah that’s it.

Jungkook applied the nail polish and paint once more.

He then waited for a few minutes. Going on his phone.

Usually his Instagram is filled with either art, fashion, or unboxing videos. But there is sometimes he does get some Instagram models and it is always unwanted.

He tries not to click on any because it isn't good for his self esteem. But he never listen to his body and clicked on a picture.

Where it is a male model, showing his eight pack of abs. Having muscles on his arms, chest...

Jungkook felt envious, he wanted that. Yes he does have muscles but to him it wasn’t good enough. That’s why he wears jumpers and joggers, to hide his body.

The only confidence he has is his face, since he can agree that he is pretty. But his body? That’s a different story.

Jungkook got up and stared at his body.

Skinny.....

Where's the muscles?

I exercise for three months I should have little muscle....

Jungkook kept staring at himself until his alarm went off.

It’s 7am. Time to put makeup on.

He stared once again at himself and place his brush on the eyelid and decided to put cute stars on his eyelid. Make him look pretty.

He then added eyeliner and he was glad he did it in one try.

After he was done he got lipstick to create blush since he didn’t owe any blush.

Then he got change. Then he heard Noori getting up to get ready.

Jungkook got his bag and everything read them he made it to the bathroom to brush his teeth and hair.

It took him awhile for him to keep a hairstyle and then he decided to have curtains.

“Looking cute JK.” He said to himself as he turn from side to side.

Now time for food.

He need some fatty good as he believe his is too skinny, so for breakfast he got himself pancakes with whipped cream, a glass of milk and a bottle of water for college.

He munched on his breakfast as Noori came with his bowl of cereal.

“Someone is hungry.” Noori said as Jungkook shook his head.

“Not that hungry, but I need fat in my body.” Jungkook said as Noori eyes turned sad.

“You have a good body shape Koo, you don’t need to gain weight. Don’t overdo yourself.” Noori said, drinking the leftover milk in his bowl.

“Okay, don’t lie. I need to have the perfect body, not a good one.” Jungkook said, drinking his glass of milk.

Noori stared at the big size of breakfast as he bit the inside of his lip.

“Please tell me if you feel sick, it isn’t healthy is eat that very fast or have that all in one go.” He said, putting his bowl away.

“Okay.”

I won’t be doing that.

I’ll hide it....as I always do.

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A/N - hello, another update, you get to know Jungkook’s morning routine.

I know it is very boring right now but it will be more interesting. Just trust the process. But I am having fun writing this.

As you can tell by how much I'm writing this. I never felt this way since ‘WYWH’ now that was so much fun to write that it has 30 something chapters.

I hope this is the same or maybe longer.

Anyway, I'll go since I erote so much plus it is close to midnight. More updates to come.

Anyways,

Stay healthy, stay safe, stay kind to others and yourself, and stay loving yourself.

I purple you all!
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

🎶So don't be afraid to let them show your true colours, true colours are beautiful.🎶

Song - True Colours
Artist - Cyndi Lauper (1986)

~you nice, keep going.~ - Park Jimin💛 (2018)

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