Our Double Minds

A New Beginning

      Please keep the comment nice this is actually my first book...
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   I walk into an old dusty house as the door  creeps open. I enter the house and look around.

  Spider webs hugging every corner of the dirt stained walls and termite houses being built between them. Dusty floor and smelly sit filled with dust in them. I then found a framed picture with my dad on it.

  A tear dropped down my eye.  

   Anger forming through my brain and pain clutching through my chest.

  I fall down finally and burst into tear

   "Buzzz buzzz, buzzz buzzz." My clock alarm goes off.
    
    I groan so bad and slam the clock. After some seconds of slamming, it finally stops. I sigh and go back to sleep.

  "Buzzz buzz, buzzz buzzz." It starts again and I think it became louder than the first time.

  "UGHHH, SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!" I hit it harder again and then go back to sleep.

   "BUZZZ BUZZZ, BUZZZ BUZZZ!!" It became louder again. I stood up from my bed with rage and threw the clock on my wall.

  "What the heck was that!!" My mum rushed into my room with a broom stick on her right and and a knife on the other.

  "Morning mum." I said trying to change the topic. Unfortunately she knew what exactly was going on.

  "Ines, how many times have I warned you about smashing your clock on the wall?" She glared at me and I just sheepishly smiled.

  "Ugh sorry, it was just too loud." I tried to defend my actions. She sighed and shook her head.

  "Get prepared for school. Erica is waiting for you." She said exiting my room.

  "What school?" I asked extremely confused. "Secomd semester, have you forgotten?" She furred her eyebrows.

Oh fuck...

  "Gosh I totally forgot." I chuckle nervously while scratching my head.

  "Welp you're sure gonna be late."
She said in sincerity. I rolled my eyes and headed to my bathroom.

  "Breakfast will be ready in 10!" She yelled thinking I wasn't hearing her.

  I got into the bathroom and looked at the mirror. I felt so tired and depressed and I'm not ready to face school yet.

  I sighed and got out my toothbrush and toothpaste that was in a little miniature cup I kept on my sink. I scooped some toothpaste on the my brush and started scrubbing my teeth.

Then the dream flashed back into my memory. I was thinking about my dead dad again and all that came into my mind was to just commit suicide. I was so pissed off and tired of everything and everyone.

   I let a tear drop roll down on my cheek and I watch it enter the drainage of my sink.

  Adding to my depression was me going back to school. Ugh, I hate the fact that we all have to go to school. Like why cant we all stay at home and watch Netflix all day.

  Well just one last semester and it's all over...hopefully.

  After few minutes of scrubbing, I washed my mouth and did my morning routine.

  After I took my bath I put on some black cargo jeans, a grey hoodie and some Jordans.

  Then I decided to accessorise and added some jewelry like rings, some hoops, a vintage shade and tied my hair in a low bun with a claw clip.