Yea yall i know i know i aint been updating but i got ALOT of stuff going on in my life.dont hate the playa hate the game
i was like let it go frozen.ainto no way i want her to ne wit this sorry exuse for a thug datin my best fiend.shes special.i know if i do say hes cool he might play with my girl emotions.but if i dont say yea then she goin to be heart broken.i cant do thst to her she is like another me.
I look at them.they do kinda look cute together to say at the least but i could feel they got something more.
"Yall know eachother?"she asked.
"You could say that."i said clenting my fist.
"Oh yea he told me that he in the blue gang."she said hitting her head with her hand.
I know he saw me clenting my hand cuz he shot me a death glare.like he know that if i said nit to date him sge wouldnt.what do he even whant from her?Im pretty sure all guys want theese days just like how girls look and to just stay with them like a trophy wife.i know d wants him bad but i just cant help but feel like hes getting something out of this.even when i feel this cliche love story energy around them,i know he has to be getting somethin from this.
You see d isnt in the reds or blues or any color.shes herself she doesnt want to be around a group of people and wear colors.she thinks that dealing with them could get her in some mess,yet shes DATING a thug.oh this girl is coplicated.
"Hey tre' imma text you later i got to go hang with k for a while."she said
he nodded his head and left.finally i can spend time with my boo.she sat on the swing acting all bubbly and sweet.
"Soooo.......what do you think?!"
I feel my stomach drop.i really dont know what to say.i dont want her to get hurt but i know she likes him and will probably ask alot of queastons on why not.i seriosly dont want her to know that he said we have no self worth.all the people in my gang love each other and them selves as muxh as anyone.win as a team.lose as a team.I feel a bead of sweat almost form om the top of my head.i know what to say now.
"Yea!he real cool,you should totally date him!"i say with a fake smile.
I see her face light up in delight with my approval.i dont even know why she wont my approval.i never even had a boyfriend before i really dont trust most people like that.when guys tried to holla i always rejected.chris brown made it pretty clear theese hoes aint loyal.and i mean who dont listen to him?
She stands from her swing and gives me the biggest hug you could ever imagian.i know she is happy.
"C'mon lets celebrate!my treat!"she basicaally yells.
"Lets go to freches!"i yell.
My stomach do hurt from making hard desisions all day.i NEED something on my stomach before i pass out!we walk away from the park to a candy apple red lexis omygosh its so cute and shiny and has black leather seats im bout to die from all this cuteness.
"W-who car is that?"i say stuttering a lityle bit.
"Youres truley,"she said pointing to herself.
My eyes almost bust out of my head.she got to be lyin.this is so much and she is so young.she just turned sixteen and she was driven a car.by.her.self.i cant beleive this girl.
"Okay daddys girl leys go."i say getting in.
Om my glob theese seats feel like heaven on youre butt i swear when i die i want to lay on this at my funeral.d gets in and turns tge egnision on.ill i hear is blasting music in my ears.i knew she liked migos but dang girl this a little much dont you think?
Hey yall super geeked about the last day of school!i might do a prank on somebody if im lucky ;).
