You were sitting in your room thinking about everything sitting there just staring at your ceiling waiting for a text back that's all you wanted all you ever wanted was to feel loved for once
*You grab your airpods*
And you put on (J- by Ivan cornejo)
You sit there hoping and wishing for everything to be okay knowing its only getting worse you feel tears from your eyes knowing your going to cry while trying to hold them back but you fail to hold them back you cover your mouth and cry silently hoping no one walks in your room
You question yourself
Does he even love me?
Why is he making me feel this way?
Am I enough?
Knowing you love him but you're afraid he doesn't feel the same way about you
You feel your chest tighten and you end up balling your eyes out talking to yourself
You: why does this always happen to me
You: I just want him to need me back
You: I must be insane for loving him too much
You get quiet while you're now forming a headache for crying over 3 hours
You stop crying while you wipe your dry tears and you can tell your eyes are all red and puffy since you've been crying for so long
You lay down thinking for about 30 mins and while slowly falling asleep....
All you could think about was him the boy you adored and loved how his eyes looked in the sun his hair his smile you could still hear his laugh and voice your heart ached thinking about everything
You say to yourself
You: maybe he will text me
you slightly smile
You: only time will tell oh how I adore my pretty boy
You fall asleep dreaming of your pretty boy....😕❤️😣
