The One that I Can't Unlove

Chapter 2- Valentine's Day

Every year on Valentine's day i spend my day by just sitting on my bed, look at the wall and think "why am i still single?" but you know what I don't really care about relationships because 12 years old is still a young age.
On valentine's day I usually get chocolates from my closest friends but this year 2015 i finally got a chocolate from a boy and it was him, Peyton.

He bought me 2 boxes of Ferero Chocolate😍❤️ but sadly he only give me one of the chocolates because he ate one box of the chocolate. I felt really happy because it was the first time i got a chocolate from a boy, i mean it its the first time, I didn't even get any chocolates from my friends (boy) because I don't really like to play with boys, i feel more comfortable with girls.

So, back to the chocolate problem, I was walking back to my class with my lunchbox and then I saw a box of chocolate under my table i take a look at it and in less than 5 seconds i scream because it was Ferero Chocolate my favorite chocolate. I asked all of my classmates if they give the chocolate to me and they said "no" until of my friends said she knows who was it from Alyssa told me that the chocolate was from Peyton. In just a second i felt like he is really sweet because it was a box of ferero, i mean like who doesn't like to get Ferero Rocher for their valentine's day chocolate.

Somehow I already have some feelings for him but I do judge people by their appearance even though thats bad and I think Peyton isn't cute or handsome and he uses braces and glasses that makes him looks like a nerd so thats a minus point.

I told Alyssa about all my feelings "Alyssa,help me i don't know if i just feel bad or i do like him this is really weird, i never have this kind of feelings before"
she said " I can't help you, its your own choice first, like him or second, you feel embarrassed to like him and you just can see him with another girl"
thats really a hard choice for me because as a 7th grader i don't know anything about love but this feelings i have in my stomach every time i see him is different.

I don't know what to do in this point of life.😪