the incomplete story

CHANSUN -I

When sun was in relationship with  prapai . It wasn't like his first love he didn't  feel anything.Even when he prapai and he got broken, he was relief .That day he got know that he hasn't got over his first love .After the sudden encounter  with he has decide to  ignore sun  .But one day , chan again grabbed his wrist and push him in store room.

chan:It's enough  now! How many day will you avoid me hmmm?

Chan sound but sun kept quiet, he keeps on struggling to release his hand .

Chan: what;s wrong with u ? I want to talk to you 

sun: what is there to talk  between us . There  is nothing . We are nothing 

This make chan  puzzled , he can't talk anything after listening to sun. sun took this opportunity to release his hand and  ran away from there. He went to prapai office thinking about his past . Sun and chan used to be boyfriends  . They have started dating at highschool after sky came to bankok.They were both happy with their relationship  but their happiness  didn't last long after entering college . chan used to made up things to meet with him . Chan has stopped texting him  calling was far things . Even chan was behaving like this sun used to call him, text him and wanted to meet with him . But chan would doesn't respond him . When they have started dating ,they used to meet at slum area and that is there meet up place. And in second year , he totally dissappeared from chan life . He try to contact chan but he can't . He even went to chan house but he found out that he has moved out. It isn't like that he didn't wait for chan he has wait until his graduation but he can't found chan . He used to go to their meet up place everyday but  he wouldn't  found him . While he was going to their meet up place , he found prapai and took him to hospital. And after that it all started , when he was dating prapai he feel so special but he didn't feel the way he feel towards chan .When he realized his feeling for chan hasn't gone yet he feel guilty towards prapai . He want to breakup with him but doesn't have gut to do. sun feels like he is using prapai to forget chan  . one day when he was working , he saw chan with sunan . He was happy that he can see chan but he feel that he is dating sunan , so he stop himself and his feeling . He took day off to avoid chan but he know that he can't avoid him for that long . so he decide to face him , he act like he don't know  chan and talk with prapai about their relationship. when prapai said he want to breakup with him , he was so relief  . At that day when chan treat his wound he wanted to hug chan and cry in his embrace . but sadly he can't do that .When he got to know that  sunan was sky he was happy but sad at same time. The day when chan want to talk with him , he want to hug him and ask him where he was for this long .But he can't do that  , he was afraid that chan would disappear again so he decide to hide his feeling .He knows that when he would see chan again he would be weak and again start to avoid him . Today also when chan said he wanted to talk with him he said there was nothing between them but it was lie . He still has feeling for chan , even he got hurt he wanted to return to chan embrace . But only sun know how much he was afraid that if he would go to chan again he would disappear again . So sun decide to hide his feeling and  avoid chan as much as possible .