Little Aoi

NO!PLEASE NO!

Aoi's POV:

It is my birthday today, my 16th to be exact and I am getting my classification. I really want to be neutral like my parents or I am out of the house with no where to go. My parents had said that if I get anything but neutral I am getting kicked out, even if I get a caregiver or master it is not good enough. Thing is my whole life I have been showing signs of being a little and so I know I am already practically on the streets and so that is what I am thinking while I am sitting on the metal seats of the waiting room of the testing centre waiting to be called in. ''Aoi Brown!'' I walk forward's with my head down until I am in front of the nurse. ''lets go sweetheart'' she said in that tone that never fails to calm me down when ever I go to the doctors. I follow her down a menacing hallway into a door with a name tag saying 'Dr.Johnson'. 

''Hi Aoi, today we will be figuring out your classification. Can you fill out this form?'' I nod while taking the papers from his hands. I sit down at a chair of to the side and grab a pen from a pot that is on a side table. The first fue questions were the basics, like my age, name and other stuff but then it started asking better questions like 'what do you want to be?' I obviously put neutral but then their was a harder question. 'What do you think you will be?' well I obviously wanted to be a neutral but I thought I was going to be a...... little. I don't want to admit that though so I put neutral again. There were like 10 more question that I finished quickly, then handed them to Dr.Johnson infront of me.

''Okay now that we have those answers, while my lovely nurse goes over them I will be doing other tests. First we will be doing a blood test.'' My eyes widened and I started shaking my head repeatably as I closed my eyes in fear. I HATED blood tests. ''Hey. Hey. It is okay. Do you have a guardian with you to help calm you down or maybe to talk to while it happens'' 

''N-no they c-couldn't make it.'' He just gave me a sympathetic look and carried on talking to me while I calmed down. ''ready?'' All I did was nod as he pricked my arm and made me flinch. It didn't hurt but I defiantly don't want to do it again. He went through other test's like doing flashcards with different picture and I had to 'choose my first instinct' and 'not think about it'. Which was really hard as I like to analyse and think of the best answer to get the answer I want. The answer I made were also quite embarrassing as well since I couldn't think about the outcome. Once finished they sent me out so they can get my classification.

Waiting in the waiting room was so nerve racking, it just gave me more time to over think everything. ''Ms. Brown!'' Getting up I slowly walked to the sweet nurse who was waiting at the check in desk for me. She just gave me a look and a weak smile like she was about to give me the news for something terrible, before handing me a small piece of paper which held my future and as I opened it I felt my world crumble. I t was TERRIBLE news. Tears fell down my face as I read the inked words for my classification.

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 'little' 

 As I fell to my knees, I see the nurse run to my side through blurred vision. Without thinking I scream, ''NO!PLEASE, NO!''