Dear Baby

The Beginning of the best

Lets start from where we met the who what where and when of our story, Why are we here who are we and how did we get to where we are. We want to express how hard our journey has been and to help those going through something similar. We are a young couple who is struggling with having children and the stresses it puts on our lives and our marriage and the relationships around it. 

        Here's some back ground on us James and I have been together for 20 years we met in kindergarten and where inseparable ever since to the point our families became best friends and we did a lot together, Our mom's became best friends and thank god for that, we did family trips and spent time together. My dad left my mom when I was six and during that time my mom leaned on Jenny James's mom and we ended up moving in with them. 

     James and I had a Tree house in the backyard where we would go to escape and we'd play pretend and it's even where we shared our first secret kiss one of many in that tree. My mom and I moved into our own house a couple years later and James and I spent time in a fort we built and vowed to always be there for each other and that we did we went to school together and got separated  into different classes where we only saw each other during recess. We didnt go on family trips that summer and didn't go to the beach. Jenny and her husband found out they where expecting their second child and James was very excited. Until he learned that they would be moving into a new house in a new town. 

    Jenny spent weeks with my mom crying and telling her how much she didn't want to leave or be so far away from us because then she would have to start over and find new friends and she couldn't do that, See Jenny and Paul had been trying to have a baby since they got married back when James was three, We are now ten and Jenny had just turned thirty five a few months ago, I l loved Jenny like she was a second mother to me and they where always so welcoming and warm kind hearted. Before they left James told me he loved me and would never love another girl the way he loved me. I spent the first two weeks in my room after they left and I hide under my blanket and I cried my mom would come in and comfort me. I went to school and lost interest in doing things that I used to do I lost my best friend and my mom lost her's too. 

                                                                  * Five years later*

" Ally lets go you're gonna be late for school, I have to get to work I can't be late to this case hearing"

"I'm coming mom"

 We start walking to the car head phones in my ear and texting my friend Ellie about meeting me before first bell to talk and catch up from the summer.

We pull up to the school it's my first year of high school and I'm not excited about it after the last year we had in middle school. 

Ellie spots me getting out of the car and starts yelling for me and waving her arms

"Ally over here" 

I look up and smile and make my way over to her and Kylie her girlfriend 

"Hey guys, how was your summer Dude I couldn't wait for you to get back so we could catch up before school started." 

"Ally our trip was great and I wished you could have come with us we saw so many cool things and Kylie learned how to clean and gut fish, you should have seen her"

"Ew and been there to smell all the nasty things I had to smell Ellie's brother literally made fun of me the rest of the day after that because I couldn't stop washing my hands to get the smell off my skin"

We laughed and started heading in to find our lockers which where near each others thank god we put all of our stuff away and went on to see where our homeroom was and get our schdules.