Secret (Minsung AU)

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(Waring, Jisung will have a panic attack, I don't want to make assumptions on how a panic attack feels like or how its like so please if I get it wrong, I apologize. I have a family member who suffers from anxiety and gets panic attacks so I'm writing what I have experienced first hand.)

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Back at the dorm was a mess.

Jisung was sprawled out on the floor, loosing control of his breathing.

Jisung felt like someone was chocking him and wouldn't let go.

He was experiencing a panic attack.

The members who stayed back did not know what to do. They never dealt with Jisung having one before, it was always Minho who calmed him down.

Changbin and Hyunjin were trying their hardest to calm themselves down and try to help Jisung.

I.N was trying to call Chan phone but he wouldn't answer. He tried Minho as well but it was powered off and Seungmin left his behind.

Felix started crying, he felt like no help but the site for him was to heartbreaking to witness.

"Sungie, I need you to take deep and slow breaths, please." Changbin said.

Hyunjin was holding Jisung up but he felt like he made it worse.

Jisung was loosing control of his breathing even more.

The door to the dorm opened to reveal. Chan, Seungmin and Minho.

Before the other two could register what was happening, Minho had already made his way to Jisung, he crouched down to Jisung level and took him from Hyunjin hold.

Minho pressed his chest to Jisung back and placed him in between his legs. He started rocking him side to side and whispering calming, encouraging words to him.

Jisung started breathing back to normal again and eventually he was finally in control of his breathing.

Minho still held him close and rocked him side to side, he put on arm around his waist and the other he started playing with his hair.

After a couple of minutes, Jisung had leaned all the way back and had fallen asleep on Minho chest.

Minho carefully, picked him up bridal style and carried him to his own bed, he was not going to let Jisung sleep alone, he knew after he had panic attacks he was in risk of another, but if Minho was there to hold him, he would feel calm.

Minho placed him down and tucked him in, he quietly walked back out the room and was met with the members again.

Hyunjin bursted into tears. Felix went over to try and comfort the crying boy.

"Thank you Hyung, I- I didn't know what to d-do." Hyunjin said.

"It's okay, you guys don't know what to do, I'm just glad I came back in time."

Minho felt guilty. If he never raised his voice at Jisung he would've been fine.

"Minho, don't blame yourself. You and Jisung need to have a talk." Chan said.

"You need to confess to him, tell him how you feel, because if you don't, you are going to keep on getting jealous and you'll just end up fighting over and over." Changbin said.

Minho sighed. He knew they were right.

"I will. I'll talk to him tomorrow."

Chan nodded and sent everyone off to bed.

Minho walked back into his room and got ready for bed.

He laid beside Jisung and looked at him.

If only he knew how much he means to Minho.

Minho pulled Jisung close to his chest, he rested his chin on top of his head and placed a kiss on the back of his head.

"I love you so much Han Jisung."