Chapter 2 (SEPTEMBER)

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September  2, 2022

I feel you living somewhere,

I feel myself standing nowhere.

Lack of faith and trust,

no assurance, just hopes into dust.

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Say this life is short and easy,

and you think I am

Some kind of a joke for my kindness

and you said take it easy.

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Today you are far away,

I can tell we both are studying.

But one time I thought you would stay,

but my thoughts are just thoughts anyway.


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You sleep in the sun,

you bloom with the moon,

you deal with your plates,

and I too with Anatomy and Physiology this late.

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I wait for your replies,

but when will replies turn,

into genuine butterflies?

My, my, I smile though it's only mine.

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Ever dividing definitions,

which is witch, which is real

Ever think of diving no diversion?

see and be, visit and glee.


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September 11, 2022

Option ,was I?

Option ,was you?

Compliments, but there's I

complimenting you.


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Board games for bored people,

found me a lucky card, a disciple.

Your intentions are an unclear blackhole,

knock with only jokes, no principle.


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If there is, where is it?

If there is, why not tell?

If you are, what is it?

If you do, when is the will?



Talking under the stage,

are you waiting for the right age?

it's you my precious page,

my whole book of messages.



You sent me signals,

like an alien, an outsider,

mixed and in denial,

with a sky-high wall, an avenger.



I just went back from the hospital,

lived and turned away from sadness and agony,

what if nothing's serious bout us like how I laugh at funerals,

means I don't mean to but still lack courtesy.

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Life is a piece of shirt,

be my love or be stained.

Sometimes a meaningless and replaceable skirt,

yet so beautiful yet no gain.



Be not only for me to use

But also for me to value every day

may it last or be fused,

but for me to hug in my everyday.


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⏰ Last updated: Feb 16, 2023 ⏰

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