Don't get me caught up in that

Chapter 6 -.-

Chapter 6 -.-

I finally stopped. I was by the bus stop, my heart was pounding, I was so scared. What was I supposed to do?? Where was I supposed to go?? People walked past but no one said anything to me.

I went to the shop that was opposite the bus stop and brought a can of coke and a bar of chocolate. Might as well have something as there's no way in the world I'm going home. But the problem was I only had £1.50 left on me and my credit card was at home. "Shit!!" I kinda said that too loud as a couple of people gave me a 'do you mind saying that aloud' look.

I was so angry and upset and I was crying my eyes out. I shouted and screamed out "I hate my life" and a couple of people glanced over but no one said anything. Basically my life was over, there was no point in living. I wiped my eyes and went to the shop again. I brought a pencil sharpener and that was for a reason. I went back to the bus stop turned my back away to the wall and undone the sharpener and put my wrist out and my bag down.

I started scratching the blade in it against my wrist more and more until it stung as shit. It hurt like hell but I wasn't going to stop, there was nothing left living for. I burst out crying but I was still scratching and scratching it and threw the pencil sharpener as far away as I could.

Someone shouted "what the hell are you doing" to me but I just ignored them, it was probably a stranger anyway. They grabbed my shoulder and turned me around so I was facing them. It only ended up being Harry, Niall, Louis and zayn. "What the hell are you doing and where's Liam?" Hiding my wrist in my coat. "Dad told me you ran out of the house for no reason."

"Oh really, did he? Funny that!" I said, they looked confused.

"Why?" Zayn asked. 

"Doesn't matter" I whispered. Niall and Louis picked me up by the arms and chucked the pencil sharpener across the road. 

"Don't you ever do anything like that again, it scared us all when we saw you cutting yourself!" Harry shouted at me, but in a kind of comforting and caring way.

"Look guys, you don't understand so stay out of it" I yelled.

"No we won't, we really care about you and Niall's your brother don't forget" Louis said.

"That doesn't change anything, I've only just started to know Niall anyway! But it doesn' matter there's nothing I can..

"Hang on a minute, what's that across your face?" Niall interrupted me.

"Nothing, I banged it when I fell out of bed" I lied.

"I've heard that before" said Harry and they all agreed.

"It's the truth, honestly" I told them, lyingly and i walked off with them knowing that.

-Author notes-

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