You'll stay right?

Smoke break? pt 2

       After classes and dinner I headed up to my dorm. I was so anxious, none of my friends wanted to go with me so I was going alone. I wouldn't normally go but I want my lighter back. Real bad. I miss that thing, it's practically my baby at this point.

        I lift up my phone to put on some music. I put on some Jhené Aiko. She calms my nerves. Like Mary Jane. Anyways I need to shower quickly because it's already 10:30. I set my phone on the sink and turn my shower to almost to skin melting because that's the only proper way to take a shower.

        As the warm water hits my skin and travels down all I can think about are his eyes, his warm eyes. He doesn't feel like a stranger when I look at him, when i talk to him. I put my face in the water to wake myself up. I'm careful enough not to get my hair wet.  I pull my head out and start to wash my body. I was quick I knew I didn't have time.

     I step out of the shower and dry off. I get ready quickly rushing through everything, thankfully I already had an outfit in mind

      I ditch the sunglasses and threw my hair in the clip. I throw my phone, chapstick, and some joints in my purse. I check my phone *11:30* fuck he probably thinks I ditched him. I started to jog and I got there at 11:56.

     I look around for him. I first notice a bonfire and a table with drinks.  I walk over and pour me one.  I feel the warmth of the fire on my neck. I feel my stomach turn and my hair on my arms stand. I turn around and I see him. Looking dead at me through the raging fire.

     I feel like a deer in head lights over his gaze.  I don't know if I should move or smile or what. I take a step towards him and a smile creeps on his face. I grab a joint and hold it up at him with a raised eyebrow an a small smile. He nods and holds up my lighter.

       My face lights up and my gaze softens as my smile gets wider. I giggle to myself and turn around and head to the dock. I start to walk out to the empty dock and analyze the water and it's little ripples. The water is so dark, pitch black. It looks like stars should be put in it. I start to get lost in my thoughts and I hear the click of my lighter.

         I turn to see him by my side with it lit looking at me. Lost he looks. I feel my hands get warm and my throat get tight.

       " so hows my lighter been treating you?" I say calmly look down at it.

      "Just fine, I see why you like it so much" he says guiding his other hand to take the joint out of my hand.

        He brings up my hand and sparks fly up my hand through my body feeling like little shocks. I still try and keep eye contact but I look down. I couldn't give myself the trust to not do something stupid. I see him slowly take the joint from my hand and light it.

          He burnt the top off and then brings it to his lips. Still staring, following the joint. I break contact as I feel his eyes gaze warm on my skin.  I look up quickly as he takes a slow drag. As he pulls his hit simultaneously I can't help but feels like he's pulling me into him.

             He looks out to the lake, I examine his sharp jaw as he proceeded to ghost his hit.

          "The lake is so dark it should have stars put in it" he say so smoothly it feels like velvet on my ears.

           "Yeah" I say as I look out facing the cold wind and dark water.

          He holds over the joint out to me. I take it from his hands. I take a close look at his vains on his hands and a black ring on his index finger. It looks ingraved but I can't make out what it is. I take the joint to my lips taking my hit as I look up at the sky. The dark blue navy sky, lightly eliminated by the stars. It feels like a warm blakent across me.

      I hum to myself taking comfort in the sky. I pass it to him as I release my hit into the sky. Almost instantly he takes it like it was a practiced motion.

      "It's so beautiful... Tonight" I say still caught in the sky and it's stars.

       "I would have to agree" he says softly.

        I pick up his tone like it's right in my ear. I shift my eyes over but his are tamed on the sky. He takes a hit as his jaw shifts as he takes it in. He looks over to me and brings the joint to his side. Time stops, the water stills, all the noise cancelling out, and it's just us...standing their.

       He exhales the smoke through his nose catching in the wind and he fully shifts so he's fully facing me. I follow him slowly after. 

      "Aha" I exhale, my shyness took over me and I look down.

      I couldn't help but feel my heart skip a beat. I shake my head and look up and over to take the joint from his hand.  I take my hit looking over back at the lake. I look back over at him to see him staring straight at me, studying my features. His eyes are soft, over mine, and soft over me.

         My gaze travels to his lips as the smoke escapes his.  I look back up and we both exchange stares at each other's lips. He inches closer and closer and closer till we're inches apart. I look back up at him and his gentle eyes meeting mine. I bring my hand up to his curls and wrap one around my finger. Till I create some tension around my finger I unravel it and trace my fingers slowly down passing his scar across his eye. His soft cheek glides under my fingers and I arrive at his lips. My thumb runs over his bottom lip.

         I can feel his eyes following. Burning into me. I drag my thumb off and clasp his chin. I pull him closer. I look back up at him but his eyes slide back down to my lips. He turns his head to the side. Eyes slowly close still focused on each other lips to finally feeling his lips touch mine.

        His hand warps around my waist and I melt under him. His hand squeezes my side to support me. I adjust my hand to around his cheek. Our lips flow together was the wind dose against our skin. I nip and his bottom lip hungry for more trying to pull myself deeper into him.

        I pull away before I get carried away. Air breaks between us breaking our sealed lips. My lips tingling for more but I just squeeze my hand on his wrist.  I look up at him with eyes that are riddle with a sorry. It feels too soon but I can't feel but pulled towards him like a magnet towards another.

     "I- I should probably go" I smile slightly an take a step back his hand sliping from my waist maintaining eye contact.

      "Okay- um here" he holds over my lighter.

        I look down and a toothy smile flashes across my lips.

      "Heh yeah thanks" I say taking it into my hand and looking back up at him.

        "I'll see you around tomorrow" I say with a hopeful tone as I start to turn away going back up the dock.

       "Yeah, for sure id like that" he says with a small smile and a light tone.

       "Mhm, see you then... around" I say.. I sound goofy asf rn.

        "See you... around" he says matching my energy.

        I turn around leaving him with my joint at the bottom of the dock in the moonlight. I head back up screaming in my head. Goose bumps crawl all over my skin and I can't help but smile like a cheesy ass little kid. His eyes follow me all the way up the dock.

      I guess he likes me is all I can think. After I get out of eye sight of him I rush to my dorm to tell my friends about what just happened.

         Authors note: Hey I'm back I hope you guys like it. Sorry for updating so late I just got really unmotivated and didn't really have any good ideas but yeah vote if you enjoyed byeeeee.