you need To find one then i guess?" I made a pout.
He just chuckled."hm, but now I don't wanna find home in between those 4 walls" he continues while staring down into my soul "I want my home in a embrace,in a person " he didn't once took his eyes off to me, while i nervously chuckled and looked at my son who is near sleeping now. "But that home will never save from that storm of hurtin' because it might can be reason behind it too"- i said in low voice as like he understood he made a nod "But not everytime?" He said I didn't know how to reply so I nod at him for answer As i saw my son sleeping peacefully in my arms I heard the knock on door.
"Shall i go to open?" - he said As he saw hyun is sleeping "no , its alright i should go to check" After completing my words I got up while holding seokhyun sleeping and i took out the tit of bottle from his mouth To place on table And walk toward door and open it.
As soon i opened I saw a figurine appearing of boy in dark. "Yeah, give me money please?" I heard taeyhung again asking me for money i know he is out of money to buy his expensive drugs. "Why i should give u? I told u many times don't come here I ain't giving any" He tried to play an act again "y/n babie see you said me stay away from our child , I did but you know i love you guys and You love me alot please you know i can die if i didn't -?" I felt pain and hurting again seeing his situation even more worse he can barely stand but how long i will give him money. I earn this money and stay awake letting everything my life on edge for him to spend on his drugs absolutely not "seokhyun is no more our child he is mine only don't u even deserve to stay near my son"
*Jk's pov*
I was hearing their conversation while sitting holding myself back to not get up and hit him right away, i was wondering what he want now? After making her life hell on the earth-? Why y/n ain't saying him to go? Why she is being still kind? She needs to call police rn? I was still holding and hearing them.
"Y/n please i know your the only person will not let me die" - I heard him "nooo don't touch me taehyung go!" She was struggling i guess to make him go "noo, i will not unless u give me money" he was so drunk and still asking for money to take more drugs. "Ehhh stay away from hyun, taehyung don't touch him" i heard her voice cracking "i'll give u money stay here..." .
I immediately got up to walk through the little distance between living area and main door.
"Y/n go inside?"- she stared at me. "Its alright, mister you go inside he will not understand please?" I saw her she is near to cry as her son is already scared and sniffing while holding her mom tight. "Heyy, who the fuck you are ? What he doing here y/n?" - i didn't let y/n speak something "Go away from here rn, don't come here next time" i pushed him. "You piece of shit jeon jungkook"- He was trying to struggle and get up. "Don't i will give him money he will go eventually just don't? He will die or else?" - i was looking at her all the time and wandering why she is like this still. "Nooo stop it y/n?"- she immediately went in kitchen to grab some money and she made me hold onto seokhyun. And she runned to him gave money him. "Don't come please i beg you don't create scenes?" She started crying. As he pushed her "True fuck your y/n now you bring new boys to fuck in house too?" As i heard those word my blood was boiling i didn't want to create scene as some neighbours already came out. And he ran away , I went to y/n holding her son who has been crying so badly and just looking at her mom.
*Y/n's pov*
I immediately held my baby in my arms and stroked his hairs as pats his back. "Its alright mommy is here! Daddie is gone". As that drunk ass is gone but remember taehyung calling him like jeon junkoo as he helped me to get up i bowed and apologized to neighbours as always. I walked inside holding seokhyun crying as junkoo closed the door behind. I was way to embarassed about the things just happened "you shouldn't have gave any money to him" he said in dissapointment "he deserve to die" -he continue as i just stayed still "umm, i got to know he was seokhyun's father?"
I just nod in answers. "Its alright y/n but you should have called cops?" - He said as hesistingly he pat on my head. As I am caressing seokhyun's back "moomiew , he is mad?" - i heard some baby words from my son's mouth enough able for me to understand them "no no, its nothing like that he was hurt just" I again lied this is not first time. "I can't call cops he will be again free after few days no use" - he sighs as tears kept rolling down from my checks "ayee.., but you can tell them he do harrasment and bother you all the time for money-" .
"Things ain't easy the way you see". But soon i felt pair of arms around me. "I know y/n you have been through alot " - I now understand who is he. "Why you sent me that money?"- i asked curiously as i remembered that letter i always got full of money written J.J "you always had eyes on me?" He looked at me. "But sorry in between things messed up and i lost everything as u went away-..no one knew that where you were?" - I just looked away immediately . "Um, i just wanted to disappear i was so embrassed thrown out of my own house and I wasn't even able to carry on further studies was really underage to work anymore " as i pulled away from him. To caress seokhyun hairs "You are strong girl y/n i know don't loose hopes its alright everything will be okay?" As he tried to assure me about good things are coming in my worse life ever. I just nod at his statement . "Why you helped me in past time even today now minutes ago why?" I asked about the thing i was curious since the time i got to know its him in reality a warm young man jeon jungkook. "Its just i can't see you in pain,i know everything how that taehyung treated you and left you like this" -I kept staring at my feets "how you know about those all things?"-He kept his gaze on me as i finally made efforts to look at him "ummm...just I was also one of his friend..." I just nodded in answer. "You might be tired because of this hectic day , you should go and take rest?" He said as he care about me "i- i can't i have to manage lots of thing rent of house bill of electricity and water aswell Hyun 's health getting worse i need to book check up, I don't know how i will manage" I let out everything with a huge sigh , I feel like crying badly. "Umm, I can help you again now as i found you if u want any help tell me?" He said but i don't want to be burden or borrow some of money they earned with efforts to spend just. "Noo .., thanks How long i will just borrow money like this? At the end I need to do something..Well i don't want to bother u ,you already seems like tensed so I'll be going If you wanna stay you can either wanna go just lock the door and put key under Mat" without even looking at him once I walked upstairs.
*Next day*
It was Nearly 10:45 , I woke up and checked my phone it was hana all the time calling and texting me since morning.I just dialed her number and got up from bed to check on seokhyun as soon He saw me, he immediately got up holding onto his plushie and stand while holding the side facing me of his crib .As took him in my arms while felt weird smell as still holding phone in other hand "Youu naughty baby did poop." I pressed kiss on his cheeks as he let out some giggles "moomiew me hungrwiw" While hearing him "yeahh, i know first mommy will give you warm bath after that and you need to learn about using bathroom ain't u feel like?" He just cutely shook his head. As hana picked up the call "yeahhhhh, where u died you did made me fucking worried?you know how scared i was?" I can feel the way she saying she was litrally worried "yeah yeah i know sorry i was tired so sleeping" .
I let out some words as put down hyun on carpet to take out some of his cloth while talking on call "dumb ass its alright are okay and that drunk guy? Hope didn't tried anything in our absence? Is he gone?" This made think about last night things. "Yeah he is okay, I feel like Somehow he know me i don't know if he still here because i came to sleep and through he was good its long story will tell ya later how is jimin's mom health now?" - she listened me and answer "pretty well, Hope so you ain't lying i will be back in noon okay?" I watched hyun pulling blanket. "Yeah okay take care i have to give seokhyun bath so i need to hang up now?" She hummed in answer as continue "okayy u tooo me love yaa take if drunk ass still here immediately throw him out now its already morning?" I chuckled "okayyyy" as i hung up before she could blabber more words
