Lost | b.d.h

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"H-have you seen it?" you barge into the kitchen while Constance and Violet were making cupcakes for Vivienne's second child

"N/n?" Constance placed the items down before approaching your shaking body. Your breath fell short and your heart thumped uncomfortably against your chest

"My ring!" you sobbed "I-i can't find it"

"It's just a fucking ring Y/n" Violet rolled her eyes and she observed you "pathetic" she laughed

"No no no no you don't get it" your hands trembled, your mind going through everywhere you could've put it "what if I've lost it?" you paced the kitchen in fear and panic

"So what?" she shrugged "just get another one"

"Violet dear it's not that simple" Constance shook her head and approached you giving you an assuring hug

"What if-"

"Shh it's okay dear we'll find it. I promise" as she helped you calm down she led you to another room

"What's the deal with her?" Violet coughed after she took a drag of her cigarette

"Violet" Constance took a deep breath before motioning for her to sit "it's not just a piece of jewellery my dear"

"Then what is it?"

"Remember that medium I introduced you to a few years ago"

"Yeah Billie Dean Howard" she smiled at the memory

"Billie was her wife"

"Oh," she smiled again "wait... Was?"

"Yes my dear was"

"W-what happened?"

"Hotel Cortez didn't do her so well" she looked down at her own ring "one of the ghosts attacked her while she was trying to reason with them"

"I'm sorry Y/n" Tate looked at you with sorrow in his eyes

"For what?" you smile dumbfounded

"Billie she uh-" he had tears in his eyes knowing this was going to break you. You were his older sister and he'd never seen you this happy

"She what?" you placed the paintbrush down and gave him your full attention

But he didn't answer. He just shook his head as his own tears fell

"Tate, what happened?"

"She's gone N/n I'm sorry"

"This is a sick joke, right? You're just doing this because..." you stopped knowing he was telling the truth "Tate no" your tears started falling "please"

"I'm so sorry Y/n" he watched as you fell to your knees, your screams echoed through the house

"What is going on in here?" Constance ran in immediately placing her arms around you "Tate what did you do?" she looked up at him to see his sadness "Tate?"

"Billie" you choked between sobs "she's gone" you clung to her for comfort but it didn't help the pain any less "mother she's gone"

"Shh" she soothed "it's okay sweetheart it's okay"


You stood at the gate of the graveyard preparing yourself for more tears. You motion for Tate and Constance to leave before you slowly walk to her gravestone

"I miss you so much Bil" memories flooded your mind making your vision blurry "I love you so much" you kiss the red rose before placing it down "I love you"

"Shit..." guilt started to flood her body "I'm sorry"

"When Y/n heard the news it broke her" Constance wiped at her eyes before continuing "she hasn't been the same since"

"Well shit neither would I if I'd lost someone like that"

"Please take it easy on her dear"

"I'll apologize as soon as she wakes up"

"Thank you" Constance excused herself before breaking down near your room. Not only did she lose Addie and Tate but she lost a part of you that day. She wished she accompanied Billie that day for your benefit

It never got easier...

Billie was the love of your life. She saved you at your lowest and now you were lost


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If you want reassurance - yes they found it ~ M

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