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BPOV:
Today was the day the cullens arrived. Today was also the day I got my pills, to stop my nightmares, I'd often find myself screaming in my sleep until I women my self up. I often woke up with a thick layer of tears across my face. I was also diagnosed as anorexic, everyone I tried to eat, I was just sick again, and I didn't really feel hungry.
"BELLA!!" Sophie screeched as I was pulled out my thoughts.
"hmm" I replied, as usual.
"today is the beach festival! Now I chose what your wearing, and yes don't freak, the cullens are meeting you there." I just nodded and got in the shower.
-------------------------------- 3 hours later --------------------------
I was dressed in a pair of really short shorts that just about covered my bum cheeks, with a skin tight boob tube that was blue. She did my make up lightly, and we left to the beach.
As I walked to the beach, I saw everyone there already as Sophie decided she had to be fashionably late. . .
I was talking to my doctor as I felt a light tap on my shoulder, I turned around to see all the cullens stud behind me.
"see I told you! Bella!" Alice shouts.
"bella, we'll discuss this tomorrow" doctor smith said. I just nodded as he walked off.
"hoped we didn't disturb anything, we can't keep Alice tried down for long. It's nice too see you again bella" Esme said.
"erm. . . No, not at all" I said quietly.
"well, why don't-" Esme started before Sophie cut her off.
"bella! You are mentioned to party! Here" she said, as she walked over, she handed me a bottle of vodka "get that down you, get drunk, let loose, be the usual party bella and wake up next to a naked guy tomorrow morning!" I just did my usual fake laugh, as I glance to the cullens I see them all with their jaws virtually touching the floor as Sophie went to dance with a random guy.
"Why don't we get a table?" I ask the cullens.
"Okay, we've got one over here bells" edward says.
"O-okay" I slurr out as I look over at edward. He is soo hot!- did I really just think that?
We got food sent to our table.
"So bella do you still play the piano and dance?" Edward asks
"Not since the accident, I quit the day after" I announce honestly.
"Oh" they all say.
Conversions was made as I poked food on and off my fork, shuffling it around the plate, not actually eating it.
"so your not a big eater bells?" Edward asked
"no not really" I admitted "it's nice seeing you all again I mean we were like 6 last time we saw eachother." I say not wanting them to think I am ignorant.
"I know bells, what happened. To keeping in contact with me?" Edward asked
"people, things" I shrugged "what was I supposed to do? We just grew apart"
"come on let's go for a walk?" Edward asked.
"sure" I answer.
Walking along the beach with Edward seemed natural, the was he yawned and stretched, as his biceps flexed. I thought I had been to heaven. He caught me starring at him and smiled that same old crocked smoke that I absolutely loved.
"I missed you" I said truthfully and I really did mean it.
"I missed you more bells!" he came and hugged me, the hug was filled with so much love, my tears spilt over.
"Bella, oh crap! Your crying, why you crying? Have done something?" Edward panicked as I placed my head in the crook of his neck and fisted his hoodie in my hands.
"no it's not you it's just your the first thing that felt, like family since . . . Well you know"
His huge arms wrapped around me. Pulling me closer, I took in his scent, it was strange how it felt like just his presence could calm me down. We walked a bit more until I shivered
"you cold bells?" he asked although I was in didn't was to leave him, and that thought scared the crap out of me. His hand reached out to my bare arm and I swear u could feel electric shocks down it. "jesus bels! Your freezing!" he. Said as he pulled his hoodie over his head. "here" he said putting his hoodie on me! It smelt like him, his aftershave. Mmm. . . I swear I could die any second and I would be satisfied! "thank-you"
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