Mated with a Human (MxM)

Chapter 13

Levi's POV

Ace... What the hell did you do to me?

      'I gave that piece of shit a piece of my mind.' Ace spoke rather confidently.

No, Ace. I didn't ask what you did to him. I don't care about all of that stuff.  Why couldn't I control my body?

     'Oh... That. Yeah, so I basically took control of your body since you wasn't going to stand up for yourself.' 

I sighed to myself. You know it isn't the first time I have said this probably and if it is, I just want everyone to know I hate my new self. I hate all of it. 

I hate that the love of my life was already chosen for me. I hate that it's my fucking teacher. I hate how hormonal my body has been for the last few weeks. I hate all of this wolf shit and there's nothing I can do to stop it.

To give you guys a little information about my current whereabouts, I'm home in the comfort of my own bed. I have another 2 hours until my tutor session with you know who and I am not feeling for it.

      'Well, you got to go anyways. We still need to get the suppressants from him.'

Yeah, yeah, yeah. I know. You don't even have to tell twice. If I'm being completely honest, I rather for you to not tell me at all. I wish Devon wasn't even in my life. Or you. You just make everything more complicated than it needs to be.

After I told Ace that, I felt saddened with grieve and my body felt heavy. 

       'Levi... Why do you keep trying to push our mate away. I understand all of this is new, but it's even beginning to hurt my feelings. You push me away. You push him away. You even wish for me to not even exist... and that hurts. I know you didn't ask for this to happen to you, but damn... If you truly want me to leave you alone and to stop talking to you, then I will oblige. But just understand, your actions will still affect me and you will still feel what I feel even if I don't say anything at all. I am still you. Just remember that. Goodbye, Levi.' After Ace said that, I sat in silence. A wave of regret just surged into my body. Did I just... no.

     "Ace?" I said out loud. I didn't hear him say anything. 

     "Ace..." I spoke out loud again, but this time I began to worry. He still didn't say anything. 

The realization struck me as clear as day. I hurt Ace... No, I hurt myself and I don't even know how to fix this. I can still feel what might be Ace's grief lingering in my body. I fucked up big time.

I sighed to myself once more, trying to think of way on how I can make it up to Ace. Then it hit me. 

It's the only way. 

I have to accept my fate, but I don't want Ace to think I'm doing this just for him to talk to me again. Maybe it's time I accept Devon as my mate. Not because I want to, but because I have to. Even if it means making that side of myself happy. Who knows.. Maybe this is for the better. 

Maybe I'm the one who's making things more complicated. 

I got up from my bed, went down stairs and grabbed my car keys, which were on a end table near the front door.

Ace was still silent as I got into my car. I looked towards the back seat to make sure my backpack was back there and it was. I started up my car and began to drive my way down to Devon's house. I still had another hour and forty-five minutes until my tutor session, but it's whatever. If I'm going to fix what I broke, I might as well start with the source.