I didn't even remember making this poem 2years ago until I accidentally found it on my WordPad. XD
So here it goes.
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So In-Love
By: Enna A.
It feels like I'm perfectly blushing again tonight
Coz I can sense the genuine warmth beneath my cheeks
But this heart of mine gives me this freezing fright
Coz his love is all that it merely seeks
I can feel butterflies wanting to escape my stomach so madly
Coz they're also being poisoned by the pain inside my body
And then I felt my heart had skipped two beats- so silly!
Later on I supposed, maybe it's tired of beating already
One time, I've heard a song from somewhere I had been
I laughed so hard coz it surely fit the pain I'm in
So funny that it waved straight from my head down to my sole,
Tickling me to death when it pierced me straight into my soul
This heart of mine enjoys being awfully battered
Coz I got used of feeling complete out of being shattered
I got so addicted- how it feels to be fully empty
That's why I'm glad of exchanging freedom for a blue ecstasy
It feels so complete now that he's not here
Coz I love how it feels- being left all alone in tears
I did enjoy his game- playing with my feelings right from the start
Just how much I owe him for breaking my heart
It couldn't get any better now that I'm in a real misery
Well, it's better than to keep on believing his tender flattery
I remember how I was helplessly captivated by his stupid lies
But I couldn't help believing by just looking into his eyes
My loudest applause to his true life role- a soul killer!
Coz it soulfully killed me knowing he's now with his new lover
And my deepest gratitude for his piercing smile when I cried
For I've never felt my breath until a piece of me has died
The pain never left just as what he promised he would
Unlike his wicked love, I know this pain will stay for good
And so I decided to appreciate it- my heart told me so
It's the only thing left in me- why should I let it go?
I'm blushing all night for I have been crying out of huff
So pink cheeks were just friction from constant weeping
I would've frozen to death if I wasn't this positive enough
Coz losing his love is literally breath-taking
I feel so blessed now that I lost my Heaven
And I still love the way it perfectly hurts when I was forgotten
Coz the day he carelessly lost the love I've given,
I have completely fallen- so in-love of being broken
