(she=mom)I JUST WANNA DIE SHE NEVER CARES ABOUT ME ONLY HERSELF SHE HATES WHEN SOMEONE ELSE FINALLY HAS THE SPOTLIGHT, SHE'S A FUCKING A.D.D ,ATTENTION DISORDER OR FUCKING SOMETHING, I WANT I'VE BEEN CRYING FOR 30 MINUTES NOW AND NO ONE CARES, MAYBE CAUSE I'M CRYING QUITELY MAYBE BECAUSE I'VE BEEN CALLED A CRY BABY ALL MY LIFE AND NOW I CAN STOP MYSELF FROM CRYING SOFTLY I JUST WANNA LET IT OUT OR DIE SO I DON'T HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS AND EVERYTHING IS SO BURY BECAUSE I'M CRYING SO FUCKING MUCH I FUCKING HATE HER AND SHIT HOW COULD I FORGET ABOUT MY SIBLINGS, THE OLDEST IS THE ONLY REAL 1, THE SECOND OLDEST IS JUST THEIR AND THE 4TH SIBLING SHE'S OKAY BUT SHE ONLY CARES ABT HERSELF SHE SAW ME CRYING SHE FUCKING LOOKED AT ME AND DIDN'T CARE, but the 5th sibling is really good she asked me why I was crying and left me alone cause she knows I don't like people looking at me cry,THE 4TH SIBLINGS ASKED ME IF I WAS CRYING AND I JUST PRETENDED I DIDN'T HEAR HER AND THEN SHE FUCKING WALKED AWAY FUCK HER MAN, now for the 3rd sibling... HE IS MY ONLY FUCKING BROTHER I HATE HIM SO MUCH HE USED THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO ME AGAINST ME LIKE WTF THEN HE WOULD SHE PICK MY WORST INSECURITY AND USE IT AGAINST IT ME TOO AND WHEN I SAY " AGAINST ME" I MEAN WE FIGHT EVER DAY I HATE HIM SO... so much god I just wanna die idk what to do... I love school but hate it AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE THIS I DON'T EXPRESS MY FEELINGS SO MUCH GOD MY MOM IS LAUGHING WITH HER FRIEND RIGHT NOW AND I HATE HER AND HER FRIENDS LAUGH I'M DIENG I CAN ANYMORE
