Unnatural...that's what i am, Unnatural , I know it and even my class knows it, especially Tim moris. I'm Benjamin but Ben for short, I don't like girls or i dont think? I've known ever since Lucy Watson swapped spit with me in the elementry park in the 5th year. At first I thought...maybe it wasn't the right person but then I met Oliver, my hallway crush. He's very handsome he has brunette hair with blue eyes and always wears t-shirts. I would never be able to talk to him it's to nerve racking, I might have a panic attack right then and there. Well it's time for me to get dressed and go to school after overwhelming myself. I sit up from my bed wipe my eyes so I can see, then go off to find clothes. I pick out a shirt my mother got me on my 16th birthday which was about a month and a half ago and pic out jeans and walk out of my room after packing my bag. "Good morning benny!" my little sister june who is 4 years younger then me said. "Good morning juni" I say back, you would think after the 20th time of me saying not to call me that she'd get the picture but I guess not. "Good morning benji" my mom says "Morning" I say I swear this family hates me and its gonna get alot worse once they find out about me, I mean I didn't choose to be this way? I walk up to my mom grab my toast and start eating before it time for me to leave. I haven't took my driver's test yet so I still have to depend on my mom and june to be ready by the time I need to be to school. Once I'm finished I grab my bag then my watch so I can tell the time and when I'll leave that hell hole, then I walk out the door and wait in the car for my mom and june. It was so peaceful in the car by myself. You don't get much quiet when you have a younger sibling. I look out my window silently waiting, then I see an adorable dog and there-. Oh OH it was oliver...Oliver.... OLIVER???! Since when did he walk to school?! I duck down under the door as much as I could then at the worst time ever june and my mom pounce out the door like they've never seen a golden doodle before. They ask kindly to pet the dog and go on there way to the car. My mom hops in the car with june and my mom speaks up first "was that handsome boy in your class?" I draw silent for a moment "yeah" I say "well I'm sure he's fond with girls with that charm and his cute little dog!" My mom says. I slump down in my seat and cross my arms, I guess my mom could notice because she reached over and grabbed my hand and asked me if anything was wrong. I simply shook my head and turned to look back out the window.
Tell me if you all like this if anyone see's this anyway. Maybe I'll continue it?? I don't think I'm much of a wrighter but I tried
