I lay my trust in your hands my love (Gravesoap)

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Graves never expected things to go well outside of work, never thought anyone would befriend him or see him more as a quick lay.

Graves used women to hide how he liked men, scared that all his respect and worth that he had spent most of his life to get, just disappeared in seconds. Many people had awful views towards queers, and Graves definitely didn't want to experience it himself.

But Soap, that man had crawled in his heart. He'd never felt someone so strong towards anyone else, he wanted to have the Scottish man in his hands, just hold him so dearly and give him the love he deserves.

But Graves had thought the man where straight, but that had changed after Soap had come to his place knocking hysterically at his door, he where crying, and that broke Graves heart.

He'd let him in, they talked and talked. Graves was thankful for the trust Soap had in him, he guessed that they've become friends. Labels where confusing, you never knew If they where true or just there to fill an empty hole in someone's heart for a small moment.

Though Graves where surprised when Soap had shakingly told him about how he felt used, and how Ghost had led him on to believe they had something between them, in-between sobs.

Graves had gone to test the waters and leaned towards Soap, embracing him in a hug. He could feel Soap tense for a moment before burying himself into the hug, holding each other tightly, none of them letting go even after when the crying had calmed down.

Graves honestly didn't know what to do, he was hugging the guy he liked, his heart was beating so fast and so agressively in his chest. Graves decided to pull away, not too far them both staying close as he dried the other tear stained face.

He couldn't help it, his hand moved to stay at Soaps cheek looking at his lips as he touched it with his thumb. He wanted to kiss those lips but this moment shouldn't be one for that, that would be wrong of him for sure!

As Graves sat heavily in his mind arguing with himself, Soap leaned in and kissed him.
"You kissed me, why?" Graves whisperd "I simply just wanted to" Soap hums back.
Graves smiles and goes for another kiss, a kiss that felt more passionate.

Graves whimpers as Soap takes control over the kiss, Soap pushes against him making him lay down on his back in the couch. Graves arms wrapping themselves around his shoulders, he's giving the role as the dominant one all to Soap, he'll be the pillow princess tonight.

As they broke up the kiss, Soap looked so confident over Graves, he was almost jealous as he stayed nervous under him.
"Should we really do this? Doesn't this break some protocols?" Graves muttered, out the other humming at the question "I don't care about any of that, Graves" Soap said in-between showering the other in kiss which made Graves close his eyes.

"Graves i want you to forget any of these dumb Military stuff with me, just think of two men figuring stuff about themselves, yeah" Graves honestly didn't know what to say, just nods his head.
Forgetting the military for a moment? He could work around that, yeah he definitely can!

"Words Graves, I need you to verbally agree with me" Soap careful puts a hand up moving the few strands of hair away from Graves forehead, it makes Graves heart melt. "Y-yeah I can work with that, just us exploring" Graves smiles and Soap kisses the cute smile.

They go back to kissing again, Soap moved one leg to stay between Graves, making the man whimper into the kiss, he slowly found the confidence to hump his crotch against the leg, Soap moving the leg closer towards the others crotch.

Soap moves away after a bit, Graves gives a sad whine at the loss of the feeling, "shh baby, give me a moment, yeah" Soap mumbles as he moves to wrap Graves legs over his making their crotches stay dangerously close. He then moves to open up both their pants letting their cocks spring out.

Graves silently watched it happen as he questioned to himself about what was going to happe, never really having experience with sexual things with Another man, he was nervous but wanting it, specially if it was Soap who had him wrapped around his fingers. "Graves have you ever had an experience like this?" Soap gently asked.

Graves shook his head, "nothing sexual with another man, no" he responded scratching a little at his chin.
"So it's your first time?" Graves gave a small nod, Soap hums smiling sweetly at him "I'm glad I'm your first, I'm not going to go so far sexually with you today though" Soap mumbles "why is that?" Graves wondered and Soap stroke Graves hair yet again
"because I want to talk with you first, I want to know more of what you're into and not, you know just to be on the safe side and not rush it"

Graves face felt so warm, it was the first time someone showed care for him in a really long time. It almost felt weird being treated so nicely "really?" He questioned more and Soap hums "yeah, now let's continue what we started shall we?" Soap spoke, getting a yeah back from Graves.

Soap moved a bit closer making their cocks touch, Graves gasps slightly at the contact, Soap spits on his hand and other on both of the cocks. He starts rubbing them and Graves whimpers out a small 'Ah!' the feeling felt so weird but so good, Graves almost regrets not exploring his homosexual desires so much earlier. He burried his face against Soaps neck slightly nibbling the skin and giving a few licks, it felt so nice to be touched and to hear Soaps small groans that almost sounded like growling.

"C-close- ah! Fuck I'm so close! Mngh- Soap please!" Graves cries out already so close, "sir! Please, wanna cum ahg-" Grave whimpers as he needed the release.

"Cum for me baby, be a good boy for me, yeah" Soap mutters back against Graves ear as his head still rested against his neck, and it was all Graves needed as he came with a loud cry and bitting hard against Soaps neck, it's definitely going to leave a pretty bruise.

Soap moved a bit away to not overstimulate the other man, continuing to jerk himself off. He used the others cum as lube against his cock, jerking aggressively. Graves would be lying if the sight of the other man wasn't hot to look at, Soap soon followed and came with a loud groan and leaned back, holding his cum stained and up to not really touch anything.

It really surprised both of them by how Graves leaned forward to lick Soap's hand, cleaning him from the mixed cum in the most dirtiest but arousing way. Soap muttered a low and long "fuucckk" as he watches him, Graves purposely sucking and wrapping his tounge around Soaps fingers.

A small 'pop' sound could be heard when Graves pulled back finished with his cleaning smirking at the other.

"I'll go get some wipes to clean up the rest of the mess, I'll be right back" Graves got up walking towards the kitchen that wasn't too far away from the couch, he came back with wipes and gave some to Soap and they got themselves cleaned up.

"Graves if you don't mind, umm would you like, you know, mind if we went out like on dates or something" Soap rambles on as he cuddled against Graves. Graves hums "I would love that" he happily responds.

Both men felt happy as they held each other, happy to have a moment like this In the ugly world they live and work in, it was something to live for, something to just continue life with a reason. Sure they might end up dead because of their work, but why not love when you still can even if it could end painfully.

Having someone to trust and life for was enough.