𝙜𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙚𝙣 𝙗𝙤𝙮𝙨 - 𝙥𝙚𝙙𝙧𝙞 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙜𝙖𝙫𝙞

7. explanation

| y/ns pov |
as soon as I saw the photo my heart sank..who found us and took that photo? I searched my phone with shaky hands trying to find more about it seeing it spread on fan pages of them shipping us and how they were happy we were together. No one knew me and gavi were a couple  as they just thought we were hanging out as friends but they always shipped me with one or the other and it was always mostly pedri. Before all this happened I didn't mind the fans shipping me with them but as we all got closer I always felt something for pedri. I was snapped out my thoughts and shut my phone off placing my head in my hands, gavi is going to see the picture and never forgive me and pedri..well im not sure how he will feel.
I decide to get up and head downstairs to see pedri in the kitchen about to cook.

"hey are you okay now?" he says grabbing something out the fridge

"well yes and no.." I say making my way over to him with my phone in my hand

"what..why what's up?" he says concerned stopping what he was doing

I opened my phone passing it to him showing the photo to him and his face dropped.

"who took this..there was no one near us I checked" he says still looking at the photo

"im not sure but it's on lots of fan pages so im not surprised if gavi will find it soon" I say nervously

pedri turns my phone off and passes it to me.

"I think you should talk to gavi before he finds it and explain the situation" he starts going back to what he was doing

I started walking upstairs and into my room shutting the door behind me and try to call gavi as my hand was hovering over the call button but I took a deep breath and done it.
3..2..1
he picks up

"gavi im ready to talk.." I say quietly as the phones pressed onto my ear

"ill be around 10 minutes" he says ending the call

I patiently waited at the edge of my bed watching the time go by thinking of what to say until I heard the knock at the door causing me to go down and open it to see him on the other side.
I signalled him in and to follow me to my room and he sat on my bed as I stood opposite.

"I know you probably hate me right now and that's understandable but I just wanted to explain and for you to ask me questions if you have any" I say pacing up and down

"yeah I have a lot of questions but go on." he says bluntly

"well it was when me you and pedri were best friends and once people found out we were i started to get shipped with you and pedri which didn't bother me until after we all got closer I was shipped with pedri more and more and from that moment I started to get feelings for pedri and it made me realise how much I actually liked him but when he left us them feelings slowly faded they were still there but little and that's when me and you got together and you are amazing gavi, during the relationship we had I loved how you treated me and I'm so thankful for that but I always felt like something was missing and it was him, and I realised that once he decided to come back after months and once I saw him my feelings flooded back and grew stronger making me realise I loved him, I didn't want it to turn out this way I swear and I'm so sorry I did this to you, you won't forgive me but I hope you know that im so grateful for what you've done for me" I blurted out quickly looking him in the eyes

gavi was still sat on the bed looking at me with sadness in his eyes trying to process all of it at once.

"can I ask my questions now.." he says quietly

"of course.." I nod

"have you kissed him behind my back" he says making eye contact

"I have.." I start to feel my heart beat faster

"can you tell me when" he says crossing his arms a little

"it was at half time from the game that's why I wanted to talk to you right now because the picture was leaked and I wanted to explain before you saw it" I say with watery eyes

"well now I know, y/n I don't think I can forgive you yet but that doesn't mean i won't ever forgive you because I didn't think the relationship was working out either, I knew you liked him and he liked you from the start nothing was going to change but the fact that you didn't talk to me and you just done it whilst we were together is unbelievable.. I better go thank you for explaining" he says getting up from my bed and leaving my room and my house leaving me stood there frozen.

once I heard the door shut I heard someone walking up the stairs and then a knock at my door.

"can I come in" pedri says from the other side

"yes come in.." I say as I saw the door open

pedri walks in and goes over to hug me comforting me.

"what happened?" he said slowly letting me go out the hug

"I explained everything and now he's just processing what's happened but he said he might forgive me which is a bonus" I sigh looking at pedri in the eyes.

"you know whatever happens im always going to be here with you right?" he says with a small smile

"yes I know and I'm glad" I say smiling at him

he comes over kissing me softly making me wrap my hands around his neck as im in his arms.
I break away from the kiss smiling up at him and which he smiles back as im still in his arms.

"what's going to happen when we have to go out in public" I say worried

"well we will wait till gavi talks to you again and figure us out because im in love with you y/n I want to show the whole world that you're mine when it happens" he whispers as our faces are inches apart

"I love you too pedri gonzalez" I whisper bringing out lips together once more..

"and you're coming to training tomorrow with me" he says looking down at me

"im not sure..what if gavi-" I try to say before getting cut off

"he won't say anything everything will be fine okay?" he says trying to comfort me

"yes of course" I smile

but I knew that tomorrow was not going to be fine..