blood gives you life

nate

Nate was on the bus rethinking his life choices. A reform catholic school, really, just love my parents right? The bus ride was good and the food wasn’t bad, the kids were assholes, so nothing new.  

I got up from the cafeteria table to look for my classroom. These hallways had crosses and angels painted everywhere so tacky. out of nowhere, some dickhead bumped into me or.

Did I bump into him? He was good-looking in some manic way, his roots were black but his tips were blond, probably dyed his hair.” can you fucking watch where you’re going, hipster .”

 the boy yelled I just walked off and can’t get in trouble on the first day, I promised my mother. The classrooms were all white like a mental hospital. I thought it was weird and found my seat close to the teacher’s desk. After two minutes of the classroom being empty kids started piling in.

a very beautiful girl walked in. She was brown-skinned, hair was a small Afro, and hazel eyes with a nice body. I didn’t even know black people could have hazel eyes.

She looked sad and she sat in front of me, she smelled like happiness can’t describe it. I didn’t bother her, the class teacher was weird.

Sometimes the teacher would give bible explanations instead of scientific ones even though science is all facts. Lunchtime is the best part of the day if you’re basic, me, on the other hand, I like PE.  

To see a bunch of teens running around and breathing heavily just for some human validation for something that is not worth it, in the long run, is so funny to me. Lunch was chicken nuggets and mashed potatoes.

They were good. I felt something drop on my head and heard laughter from the other table. Listen, I’m not a sensitive person but. What the hell is the point? I turned in anger and screamed.

I didn’t even say a word. I just walked to the bathroom hearing all the laughter and fake reactions.  don’t get me fucked up I didn’t cry or anything I just know I just marked my reputation as a sensitive dick.

came back out and surprisingly no one was talking about me, hopefully, they moved on. I was finishing my mashed potatoes when I noticed the guy who bumped me in the hallway was staring at me with a happy look on his face, and he got out of his chair and started walking towards me.

shit. when he got to my table he just stared at me and the fucking weirdo started to laugh. " what is so fucking funny.” I'm honestly concerned  “the master will love you.” he smiled and walked away still laughing. hopefully, he’s not thinking about some gay BDSM threesome shit.

because I’m not fucking with it. lunch was over and study hall/self-reflection time was now the focus of the day. We are allowed to go outside or to the gym and cafeteria but this is a great time to have a nice smoke break.