Finally found you (completed)

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it had been two months since I was kidnapped and raped. since then Jax and the others hand taken care of Darby and his goons. when the ATF tried them I was on the witness stand telling them all that happened to me and told them that my husband and family had done the same thing I would've done the minute I fully healed. that what they did any husband or family that actually cared about their wife and loved one would do the same.

the guys weren't found guilty they were let go since everyone on the jury as well as the judge agreed that what the sons had done was something that anyone would've done after what happened to me.

now here I am two in a half months pregnant and I'm spending time with Abel and Jax. we are at home having downtime as a family.

Abel is being a typical two in a half year old getting into things and grabbing things out of curiosity.

it had taken me three full weeks to heal and to not jerk and flinch when Jax touches me or someone in general. as I healed Jax was very understanding about the whole thing and didn't find it offensive at all.

when Jax and I made love after my attack he took his time not wanting to hurt me. and I fell more in love with him for it.

he makes sure I am ok to go on if I have him stop or need him to slow down. 

but now I want to fully love him and hold nothing back but be careful of our little bean that is growing inside me.

I had planned the whole thing and I honestly hope that nothing fails or interferes with the plan.